cheryllovees

2009-10-06T10:29:00.000-07:00

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2009-10-02T07:49:00.001-07:00

1st Oct

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went Jalan Rayer with my class mates. my first time wearing kebaya, first time jalan rayer, first time getting Hari Raya $. quite fun actually, just that i was eventually very sleepy as i've slept at ard 4am the night before and woke up at ard like 9 before aiai leave his house and came over to fetch me.

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the first thing i do after waking up was to CHECK MY RESULT! luckily got Alysha help me to check. cos i duno how to. result improved. improved by 0.118. was shocked that i eventhually got a A for my Clinical Nursing.

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2nd Oct(Today)

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WENT TO MALAYSIA WITH AIAI! hahas. so now become list of Seven! went to do things that we have never do before. was funny but aiai find it disgusting. x.x but to me was like learning experience ma. lols.

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2009-09-30T06:22:00.000-07:00

went to visit my godparent at TPY, talk talk with them. hahahs~ they gave me 200$ wahahahs~ god gma say that i grow prettier, skinner, and tan! erher~ (...)
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god dad drove me down to mama's place. then train home with mama aft that. reach home, bathe then cab down to Sakura Restaurant and have dinns with mama there. mama eat lesser than me lo. wth. when she's the one that say she wan to go. told her not nice le she dowan believe still wan itchy and ask me go. x=! hahahs. godparent will surely luff at mama if thy eat tgt lo. cos godparent eat alot. freakingly alot.
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talk on the fone alot with aiai today. cos he cant' online. suddenly talk bout our first time. hahas. omg. freaking funny. glad to be aiai's first gal. HAA! he gave so many of his first time to me. HEHE! my honour. hahahs.

2009-09-29T04:28:00.000-07:00

went out with aiai today. he came over to my house like freaking early! when we slept at ard 2am last night. omg~ LOL.

while waiting for aiai to reach, went to sweep, mop, hang clothes, fold clothes. lols~

aiai reached my house at ard 8am. hahahs. did something on the net tgt. x= omg. hahahs. but was kinda fun though.hahhs.

went down to NP aft that at ard 11. walk ard there then go eat at huan's place. ate the western food there. hahahs. saw huan and her sister. huan suddenly call me from behind. shock me lo! LOL! hahas.

aiai this few days cannot online. due to some reason. zzzzzzzzzzz~ boring lo. omg.

2009-09-28T07:45:00.000-07:00

hasnt' been playing MJ for quite sometime. went to YS house to play MJ with D, aiai and obviously YS. as that's his home. played afew rounds only. cos was like kinda sian also? cum wan watch tv. hahahs. play until like 5.30pm, then watch tv while aiai and i played the games in fb.

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went to NP for dinns after that. aft eating, we went to timezone to play. LOLS! played DDR.which reminds me of the days when huan, yee, qin, xuan, SK went to play during our hols. hahahs. omg. was like so fun. specially the fly fly part. LOLS!! tt's still my fav. hahahs. sigh~ miss those days.

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aiai sent me home, while YS sent D home. HAA! north side de sent east side home and east side sent north side home. LOL! but YS good lo. eventhough D is not his gf. this shows that D got 'may li' and YS is a gentleman! hahas~ but it reminds me the days when aiai will also sent me home eventhough it's late at night and at then we wasnt' together yet. and he stays at SIMEI and i stay at MARSILING! touch*

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so anyway, while walking home with aiai, we had some talk? lols. im a gal that will think alot. but aiai isn't. which is quite a good thing leh? haas~ aiai and i have many things that are NOT in common, like;

i prefer outdoors activity eg- running? but aiai lazy.
aiai like hardcore music. but i dont'(atleast abit la? adapting.)
i like watching dramas. but aiai dont'.
aiai very lazy to do things. but im not really that lazy? lols.
aiai very pro in comp. but im not. SO NOT!
aiai's eng good. but im not. my eng is like those lower sec standard? always get B nia.
one more, which i think alot ppl know le la. aiai is a malay-muslim. but im not! chi. x.x

aiai always find that the links that i send to him example funny clips on youtube is not funny when i find it very funny. x.x so difficult to please him sometimes. omg~

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i think still got many more i guess? but being with aiai has always been very fun. haven't been quarrelling. except for those mood swing tt kind? aiai mood swings very fast. it's freaking scary. and it's not ez to bring him bck okay? omg. lols. but aiai didn't do it much. only afew times? can count with 5 fingers ba.

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but other than that, aiai will always listen to me. and freakingly patience with me. omg. hopefully this will last or i shall enjoy while it last. x=! but i guess aiai must be tolerating on all the stupid stuff i do or the weird things that i do. lols. eventhough he say no to some of the things i do, i'll still do it. but when he say the sec time, i guess i'll stop? like touching things that i never see nor touch before? LIKE- plants, wires? tt kind of thing, but aft all, im just being curious. cant blame me. LOL. (i always have my reasons huh? lol) but in all, i love him. the way he look innocent and make me feel like getting tu lan but cannot because i cant' blame him for not understanding wad the fuck im talking and the way he look innocent cum funny.LOL. to end this, i love you dear. i really hope all this will last. Fiona. remember? omg. LOLS!!!

2009-09-26T04:36:00.000-07:00

today morning woke up at 4.30am to go help my mother as she tot that the MIA worker wun come for work. but this kuku suddenly turn up! argh! make me wake up so early for nth. argh~ lols.

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was like ard 7plus when he reach. therefore, i called aiai to complain! HAA! mum ask dad to give me 10$ x.x but im not stupid la. i asked for more. so dad gave me ard 20$? hahas.

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called aiai to complain as i've mention earlier on. in the end, aiai have to meet me! LOLS! he slept at 4.30am! but 7am plus awake by me. x=! meet each other, then we went to changi beach. wanted to fly kite. LOLS! but went there become walk walk play play. LOLS!

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went to disturb a ah peh. LOLS! also disturb the ice cream man. hahas.but i wasn't rude ar. only shout ah peh! and then say hi, then crap abit with the ice cream man. cos he was like freaking funny! hahahs.

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aft that went to eat at there. hahas. showed aiai a lantern. i only play by pulling both ends. suddenly the tail come out! LOLS. omg lo. but the shop owner never see. phew~~

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aft that took 59 bck to TPY then train bck home from there. hahas. aiai sent me home then he also go home liao. hahas.

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aiai have to do EIGHT things with me! LOLS! hopefully aiai can complete all EIGHT with me lo.hahas.

2009-09-25T07:48:00.000-07:00

my love & i. hahas. duno why aiai look kinda weird? duno whr was he looking at. may be the cute lil gal opposite us? hahas. if not will be- my aiai wasnt' not camera ready! hahahs. sometime so difficult to take pictures with him. worry that he will give funny faces or wad. hahas. but still i love him.

2009-09-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

hmm. there's this idiot who eventually went to fariz and my blog to talk rubbish. this lil kid went to fariz's tag board to say that he/she wants a break up(using my name). (i find it seriously funny and i eventually luff) as, who the hell will go to his/her, bf/gf blog and tag there asking for a break up? if there is someone lidat, do let me know that im wrong and also let me have a good luff over it. anyway, i seriously find this kid reli stupid for doing such things. lols. but good job la. at least this kid made me luff. hahas.

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BUT! i came to my blog, and i found out that this kid also came to my blog and do such a thing. and she( i believe it's a gal. as-1 boys are not so bo liao. i know there is some. but most of the guys dun do such things. the probability is much lower than the gals. 2- guys dun type like gals. some gals will act cute. and do eg- (wordswordswords[?]) or (wordswordswords . ) so, the probability that it's a gal is higher than the guys.
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AND! this lil kid must have poor education. as i've said on top of my plurk, losers' comment are not welcome. a lil kid with a lao chi bye i called her. who have brain, but duno how to use. probably to stupid to even think?
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lil gal, unhappy with me and my guy. please la. just show ya self up, dun have to do such things behind the screen and get fame and attention by doing such things, like i've said im fariz's tag board. but if ya reading my post. which i hope you do and i think you should as this post is specially for you. (:
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i shall be kind and slowly list the steps down for you and will get YOU the fame and attentions that you want.
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The Steps

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#1- go get a good quality video cam. (i recommend you Nikon. but i guess such low class people like you cant effort any.) or may be you can lend from ya frens? but i doubt that you have any frens that are that rich? hmm. tell me if you need any help in getting a good quality video cam kay? im kind enuf to burn you one aft ya death. (:

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#2- place it at a good angle and making sure that it's being placed nicely and able to take down the whole bed scene.

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#3-get ya dad and mum's permission. it's impt okay? rmb to ask them first, skali ya mother saw you sucking ya dad's penis and shock to death. how?

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#4-get ready and suck ya dad's penis and follow by lick ya mother's vagina.

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#5-save it and upload into YouTube thru ya own acc. and give it a good name.

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#6 which is the final step- send the link of the vid to as many ppl as you can by tagging people on their blog like wad you did in me and fariz's blog.

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aft doing the steps, im sure you'll have alot more attention than now! need not thanks me for teaching and guiding you kay? (:

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ps- you called me a bitch? hmm, im not angry at you for calling me a bitch. cos i've said before, im a bitch at times in my past post.

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pps-suckers hu are unhappy with my post (other than this lil kid as this is wad you deserve.) like i've said in my content on top of my plurk stating that i have the every right to type anything that comes into my mind. i don't expect people to like or agree with my content. so if there's any problem, just click the [x] button on the top right hand corner.

2009-09-20T07:03:00.000-07:00

today is aiai and me 3rd month anni! BBUUTT!! i've found out that aiai has been cheating on me! SOB! i went into his acc and found out that he has been sending some sweet talk msg to 1 malay gal! SOB! i cant believe that he is doing this to me.o wtf! i've cut my hair real short now. sob~ im so upset. i've always trusted him. and i tot he wun do this to me. so now im wrong. im so upset now.

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hahahas~! i wonder how does aiai feel when he is reading the top part. LOLS! just kidding. aiai didn't cheat me. hahas. he has been very guai ever since he has become mine. or another word his? duno la. cos is he asked me: will you be mine? (right not aiai? lols! i rmb leh! HEHE) skali aiai is angry when he is reading this. hahahahs~! hu ask him cannot pei me la. some more we haven't even celebrate any of our anni. lo. hahahs~ see how petty am i? oops~ hahas~

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ps- find me fucker for doing such prank? well fuck of, i dun need ya opinion, i do wad i feel like doing, i song can liao. and this is my blog.

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but still, i love him. more than i did when we just started. hope that he also feel the same way too. ^^ even though we're only 3 months old couple, lols~ hopefully still got long way to go la hor? and this btr work. LOLS! and btw, i didn't went to cut my hair. all bull shit de. hahahas~

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aiai has been very patience with me, he haven't get tu lan by me so far. only get pek chek by me. x=! BUT I LIKE! cos sometimes i'll suddenly tell him that i wan go toilet. you'll see his face change like very serious or something i duno. but i reli like to see him lidat. wahahaha~ make aiai pek chek, yet i so happy. wahahah~ evil*

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so anyway, hahas~ hari raya le! LOLS! hopefully aiai is having a great time at malaysia with his family? hahas. cos im having a very sucky day here. x.x feel so bored lo. zzz. watch the Fated to Love You duno since wad time. now still only at ep9 only. hahas.

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just now mama ask me wad is the veet used for?

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mama: the green colour tube in the toilet is use for wad one? (veet)

me: why leh? did you use it?

mama: ya. tt thing use for wad one?

me: you use for wad? use to wash face?

mama: ya.

me: (lol!) it's use for shaving de.

mama: HUH?!

me: ya. nice to wash not?

mama: nice nice.

me: speechless. x.x

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anyway, spare me a lil more. I LOVE MY AIAI DEEP DEEP! hopefully aiai and i can eventually celebrate our anni soon? if not, i duno i got wad pattern again le. x=! aiai watch out ar! hahahas~! kiddingkidding~ i love you plenty. muackz.

2009-09-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

went to the geylang bazaar with jas to buy the kerbaya today. bought a pink one. and jas bought a green one? jas's kerbaya is nice. but mine, im not reli sure? never see any that i really like alot. duno if i really look nice in it not? hahas. but face presentable can already la. hahahas~

went to walk ard. and jas and i was like kinda lost? which was expected by aiai. hahas. BUT! i still manage to find our way to our destination la. ahahs. aft buying, both of us tot that it's still early, so we went to eat, we dun feel like eating malay food, so i suggested to go to geylang there to find some food to eat. but again, both of us was like duno which way to walk. so we anyhow choose one direction. and tadaa! it's the right one! LOLS! so lucky ya? ahahahs~

and GUESS WAD!? we found the shop that sell the smelly toufu! i've always wanted to try. (even though im not a fan of toufu, and i never like to eat any) but its' famous for it's smelly-ness* and great taste. so why not right? hahas. but anyway as i've said, i always wanted to try, but just that i duno whr the shop is. i only know that its at geylang. guess the both of us was reli lucky? haahs. feel like bringing aiai there. ive ask the owner of the shop, she said that even vegetarian also can eat. hahas. so now is- will aiai willing to eat it?

the smelly toufu (chou tou fu) smell like shit! *to me* 1week attachment smell shit until numb le, so kinda okay for me? hahas. it's juicy in the inside and crispy at the outside. hahas. and the chili was reli nice. just 2$ for one piece. reasonable heh? they got 3 types of smelly tou fu.

so, aft our early dinner, headed bck to woodland with jas. went to Helen to buy some hair accessories. i reli love shopping at Helen. most of the accessories there are shiny shiny ones. ppl that know me well should know that I RELI LOVE SHINY THINGS! i can stare at those shiny things for duno how long just by me self. hahas~

aft buying the hair clips all, walk in cwp for awhile then go home le. reach home mama ask;

mama: whr you go?

me: geylang...... to stand.

mama: *look at me*

me: i went there to buy kerbaya.

mama: wa! so fast wan see ya future mother and father in law?!

me: -.- speechless.

again, aiai went to malaysia. monday then come bck. numb* lols. tml is hari raya, and also our 3rd month anni. x.x wad to do? hais~ and im gg to stay at home one whole day. wtfh~ sigh~ aiai aiai~

2009-09-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

look carefully, the left leg is not mine. hahahas!

mine is at the other side whr you cant see. ahahas~

did this with aiai

the day when we went to geylang bazaar with jas, faiz, fariz and i (:

bao, me and kelvin

LOOK AT YUN'S FACE!

i miss her kiss. x=! KIDDING!

i love her. x=!

but i love him more!!HAHAS!

2009-09-18T09:07:00.000-07:00

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Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

2009-09-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

LAST DAY OF CP! o damn. before reli leaving the ward, shah and i dun feel like leaving? not because we like the ward. but because we like our pt. the whole cubicle de pt all very good lo. all like us alot. sobsobs~

one of the pt tot i like shah? and few of them tot shah and i tgt. omg~ lols.

got 10sigs already. hahas! done with the infection control part. for the feeding part still got one more to go. and the medication also done le. cos only need one sig only. hahas. guess im kinda gan chiong? but also have to thank Ms Govri. she always come to me and ask me to do skills.

i did oxygen therapy with Ms Govri today. I DID IT ON HER! OMG! i ask her: cher. lidat not counted as oxygen toxicity? and she luff. LOLS! Ms Govri was like reli good. she always just stand there wait for me to prepare the things. and when she see me like cannot handle, she will take over and do it, and never scold me. and aft that she'll still sign! and when im kinda stuck, she'll always help me. she's reli good. even though when she's angry, she's reli speak very evil. but i still like her. my group like dun reli wan her bck for the nxt cp which is 3weeks ltr. but i reli wan her bck lo. she's reli good.

Ms Govri was kinda funny. she asked the am shift ppl to go home, even though still got like 5mins to 3pm. i went to her and play play with her by asking;

me: CHER! haven't 3! still got few mins to 3 why let them go? cannot!

she: aiya never mind la, thy go in take bag, slowly walk out and sign out, 3 already.

me: huh?! lidat also can?!

she: why cannot?

me: erher~! i also wan go.

she: haiya, go bck do ya things la.

me: orh. okay lo. erher~. unfair. i also wan do am shift today.

2009-09-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

YEY! tml will be the last day of my CP for this week and i'll have my 3weeks of hols! pathetic. x.x never did hols excites me so much. only this time. x.x but that also means. it's nearer to 3months of attachment. argh~ enjoy now, suffer ltr. hahas.

got 4sig already. actually should be 5 by today le. but because the pt didn't wan to eat, and there's not much pt for me to fed too. so bo bian. tml. therefore im planning to do NGT feeding and feeding to pt tml. hahas. already booked Ms Govri already. Ms Govri said she will not come after us for our sig. she wan us to find her. but duno why, every time is she come to us and ask us to do. i duno bout the others. but she always come to me as long as im working in the morning shift.

aft the shift for today, went bck to sch to sent my CIP hr thingy. zzz. super leceh. wtfh~ make me go all the way bck to simei. wtf. but on the other hand, also good. went to bazaar with aiai. like very long never see him le. at first see him like weird weird. felt like so long never see him, suddenly see him like not very familiar or something lidat? duno how to say la. lols.

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anyway. felt kinda weird? or rather sad? cos i realised that aiai and i didn't had the chance to celebrate our anniversary tgt before? to me, not every month need to celebrate. unlike some of the girls, they always wan to celebrate their EVEY anniversary tgt. if not thy get reli upset. im not like this. BUT! to me i think 1st month, half a yr. and 1 yr, 2yr and so on. is impt. aiai and i going 3months le. all 3months never get to celebrate. sigh~ in fact should be all 5 months, i shall elaborate;

1st month- in sch. (but at least aiai said happy one month to me on the dot at 12am? and tt means he remembered, which i thought he wouldn't. i was quite contented that he actually remembered.)

2nd month- in sch again. ( both of us forgotten about it. LOLS. but aft he put down the phone and setting off to sch, he saw the calender or something? and that remind him. so he called me again and say happy 2months. and that brightens my day. hahas (: )

3rd month-which is this Sunday- sigh~ thought finally can celebrate with aiai le. but he has to go to Malaysia again to see his mother on sat, will only be coming bck on Monday. and it kinda make me upset. ): second time he is going already. 0.o? should i be sad ar?

my id- dowan him to go. accompany me go bazaar with jas to buy kerbaya.
my ego- he must go, he has to see his mother.
my super ego- if he dun go and see his mother, i'll be very guilty that he cant see his mother.

so the solution is- let him go. lols~

4th month- CP. (working day) x.x

5th month- CP. (working day) x.x

HALF a yr- HENG AR! HOLS! but if still cannot meet. I'll be fucking upset seriously. i haven't get to celebrate our anniversary yet. therefore I'm counting on it.
(but duno if can go so far also not? cos it's like you wouldn't know wad will happen tml too.)

2009-09-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

third day of cp, and already we tio gan by Ms Govri already. she held a briefing and she started scolding everyone of us. she ask bout our bio sci. she started asking questions. wtf. x.x luckily i still can remember some. hahas.

did zero of skill today. just seat at there hopping ard and talk to pts. hahas. pt's like me leh. HEHE! say i very pretty. LOLS! 2says that im very pretty. wahahas~ tonight no need sleep le. LOLS! but wear mask, cannot see clearly. take out mask only. waha~ no need see le. LOLS! cos tt's wad i see on some of the poly students. hahas~

but reli had fun today? with shah and the pts. learn new things bout phoenix. it's actually one pair of bird. in chi- feng huang is actually a female(feng) and a male(huang) this pair is very loving and always tgt? something lidat la. pt say de ar. hahahas~ and so, when ppl get married, other's will buy them one pair of feng huang. so my name has a feng. then where is huang? LOLS! pt luff. ahahas~

2009-09-15T04:53:00.000-07:00

did removal and inserting of nasal gastric tube today. as Ms Gowri wanted me to sponge one of the pt. and just nice the pt NGT is due. hahas. so i do lo. LOLS!

my first tym was like hmm? hahas! most of the tym was Ms Gowri doing? the first tym i did. but Ms Gowri says that it's not in the stomach. x.x she didn't check. but she just say it's not inside. lols. she's the teacher. wad can i do? LOLS! so sec time, she insert. several time then ok? PHEWO! i also forget to take alot of things at first. Ms Gowri was like very nice. she find the requisites with me. and didn't scold me. hahas.

today, cont' to be assistant nurse assistant. LOLS! she said that the poly student cant be trusted. wad you ask them to do. end up never do. have to do ya self. so she say she do with me btr. and btw. she's a senior AN. hahas. she's quite funny? but i dun talk much with her. duno wad to talk also lo. wear mask. ltr breath out hot hot, ltr alot pimple pop out. i dowan. lols~

jasmine says that Ms Gowri is showing favoritism. as she thinks that Ms Gowri is treating me btr? i dun reli think so, as i dun reli talk to Ms Gowri much too. i try not to let her see me also. LOLS! but suay suay duno why she always come to me. x.x want pass msg dowan find the leader. wan find me. when she's going back to sch, she tell me. and also ask me to call her when we're leaving. x.x duno my leader will angry not? but Ms Gowri has high hopes on me. as she knows that im a WSC student. (world skill competition) but i QUITED! she was like, huh? why? why quit? x.x i just told her i was not committed. and i couldn't commit.

went home with jas. she was very upset over somethings. i wan to help her. but i just duno how to. sigh~ every guys are the same. before getting the gal thy wan, everything was like perfect. romantic,etc etc. but aft getting the gal.things changed. and when the r/s get longer. everything changed. sigh~ i wun be surprise if this kind of things happen to aiai and i? lols~ but of cos i dun hope it will happen la. aiai also say he dowan. hahas.

Tues le. and aiai is still not bck yet. skali his parents reli got him a gal over there. OMFG! lols! im hoping that aiai would be bck tml? hopefully nth goes wrong too. (:

2009-09-14T04:57:00.000-07:00

first day of my 1week CP. x.x. freaking tired.

my grp is separated to 2grps. one to 12C and another one to12D. and im in 12D. sigh~ most of my previous grp 'grp' is in another ward which is 12C! SOB! then now only got shah and faiz same as me le. SOB!

hahas~! today, i become assistant nurse assistant. HAA! the nurse keep bringing me like everywhere she go? not always but most of the time come to me then ask me do with her lidat. hahas. quite fun la. learn alot of things. i even prepare the drip with her! she do one, i follow, do with her.

anyway. got one sig. already. lols. i did aspiration of nasal gastric tube. seriously hor, why in sch we do on manikin leh? why not on real ppl? x.x i was struggling just now when im doing aspiration for the pt. alot of resistant. sigh~ but still, i manage to aspirate out. and able to ans the questions. lols. i also did collecting of urine specimens. hahas. but that got no sig to get. lols. zzz.

was like super tired aft work. zzz. but went home with buddy(dayat) and was like freaking funny the way he talk. lols.

duno when will aiai come home lo. sobsob~ kinda miss him lo. zzz. hopefully he faster come bck? hahas.

2009-09-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

i swear, it'll be a interesting post. but you will have to keep reading to know wad so interesting about.

kays. meeting D(diana) PM(puiman) and aiai today. went to lil india to do threading on our eyebrow.
then went to eat at lil india. then to mustafa center to see see. hahas. went around to find for perfumes and also to find for D's belt. went up and down for the belt. in the end, all like SHIT! bastard. x.x

went to shisha aft that. hmm. went to alladin, or wad ever it's spelled as. as we're all underage. we was having some difficulties? but PM called his fren to come down to help out. by lending us his IC. lols. cos of this matter, we make fren with the shop owner HAA! arhpit. or something lidat. he remembered my name before we left. but not the others! ahahahs!

hmm, something happen during us shisha-ing. that is, D and i kissed. we french kissed. x=! at first was like, lets pass the smoke out to another mouth,and that means, i've already kissed at that time. and aft that we tot of trying tongue? and aft sometime, we did it. INFRONT OF MY AIAI! haa!

was kinda worried that aiai wun kiss me anymore. but thank god, he still did. and he didn't mind. ahahas~ i LC with aiai aft i LC with D. and he DIDN'T reject me or anything. HAA! thank god he was quite alright with it anyway. ahahas~ and D says my tongue was sweet! but of cos sweet la. hahas. i was drinking peach tea ma. HAHAS! kissing with D was fun. super got kick. but she didn't turn me on. and im still straight. just that may she's a gal, and is my fren, was like seriously daring and fun? and was like soft soft? and she has a tongue stud. so it make it more fun? lols! took vids and pics. but got to get consent from D first? lols. and im also thinking if i should too? lols

aiai sent me home. walked from marsiling MRT station to my house. first time but was like kinda far. but still good to waste time tgt also ma. LOLS! OOPPSS! hahas~

2009-09-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

went out with bao & gary today to iluma and watch movie. all of us all late! haa~ was suppose to meet at 3.30 outside BHG. but when im leaving me hse, gary text me, saying he will be late. but he stay TPY, and i stay woodland, hu will be later? HAA! so meet him at TPY, he got into my train, then we went there tgt to meet bao. bao was also kind of late. but not as late as us of cos. ahahahs~

wanted to watch Where Got Ghost. but went there, the person say the show has ended ytd. but bao went to yahoo to check lo. the counter gal says yahoo always give the wrong info bout the timing and shows of the iluma one. x.x

so we bought other shows de ticket. alien something. dun rmb already. but ya. ahahhs~ went to eat first before the movie started. at one shop selling noodle? forget the name of the shop too. i always have problem remembering names. aft eating went to watch the movie.

the movie was not bad? funny? ahahahs! specially with the nanny. ahahahs!

aft the movie, came out of the theatre, saw this reli fat gal with the bf,quite skinny. gary say: i know ppl bring dogs out, but didn't know got ppl bring their pigs out. OMG! one bad gary. HAA!

went to toilet, come out only, gary say that he lost his ipod shuffle? poor thing. cost him 70+$? went to search the theatre. but couldn't find it. poor thing. haiis~

went to walk ard bugis, then seat at toast box and eat. gary say he dowan go home so early, so we came out with a solution of gg to lan shop. x.x first time reli playing. not first tym into lan shop, but first tym playing in a lan shop. played 4 dead something? forget the name also le la. lols. play until super giddy. lols~ and gary say im btr than those guys he had taught! so, im consider clever! HAA! hehes~ thankyou,thankyou.ahahas~

aft that home sweet home.

saw this guy on the train when i was heading to bugis to meet up with ah bao.

this is only the side view of the guy.

2009-09-08T08:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANA!

it's Diana's birthday today. and on the same day. it's our last paper. and it's Behavioural Science. x.x ahahas~ her best birthday gift i guess? bought her a Charles and Kieth bag with puiman, fariz, gina, kailing & yong shen.

FINALLY exams are over, school is also over. but attachment is coming on it's way. x.x damn.

guess I'll pass my both exam papers. cos i can do almost all the questions.

here's my pictures on my birthday, teacher's day & army open house. got more actually. but kinda lazy to upload. hence, ENJOY! (:

-My birthday-

-Teacher's Day-

-Army Open House +1 of my random picture -

who really understands me?

2009-09-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

just quarrel by my mother. just because i said something wrong. but i was speaking the truth. and she's the one hu go and anyhow think. ppl hu know me well will know i speak without thinking. and i dun turn here and there when im speaking. i'll just go to the main point. but she just DUNO that im always lidat.

*dun have to tell me tt this is not the right attitude or ask me to think before i speak. fuck you. this is my life. my mouth. at least i dun fake with ppl. i do wad i wan and i get wad i wan.*

life hasn't been good since duno when? seems like luck isn't on my side or something lidat? but wad ever. i know im not the worst. atleast i can sleep well, eat well,do the things i wan, buy the things i wan. most importantly, at least im still breathing.

2009-09-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

NO SCHOOL TML! OH YEAH! ahahahas!

went to the army open house today. saw seekee, cai yun, pauline and athiwat and kamachi there. LOLS!

went there then got one station can take picture de. then got this guy ask us to take photo with one of them. then that guy ask him to put his hand over my arm. x.x puiman say at least he is the most handsome at there de. and i agree. LOLS! before going, the guy ask me go take photo with other guy again? x.x ask me give him my contact. so that he can send to me. he think i sot de?

took alot of photos lo. HEHE! fun. took picture with the K9 dog. ahahahas!

kor kor just now came over to my hse. he went to my facebook. her say my picture look more chio. FUCKER! he saw those photos that diana tag me de. idiot lo. gu niang. ahahahas~

anyway. went to se the section head with aiai, diana and isfahani. cos Monday we pon our PM lesson to go bck to our secondary sch. x.x tio gan for awhile then kn go le.lame lo. x.x

2009-09-02T04:31:00.000-07:00

morning until now stomach pain lo. zzz. must be ytd de chili. lols.

in sch like the same only. zzz. but Ms Chick funny lo. lols~ i ask her wad is DIL. she said it is Deeply In Love. LOLS~! idiot lo. ahahahs~ when it actually deadly illness list or something? x.x

sigh~ today like kinda unhappy? zzz. kinda stress over somethings. but adolescence ma. lols. tend to get upset easily. lols. x.x

tml have to go for the army open house. duno go for wad also lo. zzz. this is so lame.

2009-09-01T07:52:00.000-07:00

early morning wake up to go to my bro's new shop to see see with mama. hmm. that shop lyk not bad? it's at tamp. hopefully will have alot alot of ppl go there? ahahahs~

aft that went to meet faiz and fariz and jas. to geylang to breakfast. went to see kebaya all around. ahahhas~ something happen, very funny. but cannot say. cos jas ask me not to say. ahahahas~

breakfast tym, cos too pack. have to wait. so we went to walk ard until gg 7.45 lidat? then only we go eat. poor faiz must be so hungry lo. felt abit sorry for him.

aft eating cont walk again. ahahahs~ then went home le.

saw tons of kebaya sial. lols. alot nice nice de. too many until i duno which one to choose. those freaking nice de lyk so freaking ex also. x.x

leg freaking pain siol. zzz. cos ytd wear heels all the way till night from morning. x.x in short heels still nth lo. but high ones. omg~pain dao~ ahahahs~

tml have sch again. duno will tio gan by teacher for running from our PM lesson not? but btr not lo. wth~

2009-08-31T08:01:00.001-07:00

2009-08-31T06:29:00.000-07:00

all sch is celebrating Teachers' Day today. so, last night at bout 11 plus whn im about to sleep, ah bao called me and say today is half day. was lyk duno hu to believe? cos Mdm Huang says that today is full day. x.x but still, i bought my home clothes to change.

some ppl say ends at 12, some ppl say ends at 2. duno hu to believe. but during our combine lecture in the first period, a teacher told us is half day. and it's until 12pm.

but still ah bao, diana, aiai and i cant wait. so we run from our Project Mangement. went to change then go bck to beatty when aiai acomppany diana bck to her sch. as aiai's fren is not going bck to his own sch. so ya. wasn't angry at aiai at all? just that wonder why he didn't tell me. but i should blame myself more? cos i never reli go see aiai's expression.

hmm, PPL! if ya teacher will to ask you to come bck, and she will pinalize some of ya marks, but if you just go she will pinalize ya marks. and knowing that she'll give a hell to you when you go bck and you're already in TPY when she say this. will you still go bck?

so anyway, went bck to beatty first. hmm. some ppl wear until too revealing. phewo~ i wear okok ba? ahahahs~ and of cos. first thing first. if dowan kena anything by Mr Singh, see him. FASTER GREET HIM! ahahhas~ tt's wad i always do, so he'll song abit and keep his mouth shut. ahahahs~

saw alot of our teachers? ahahas~ was reli excited. Mr Ng and Mrs Hui says we're still the best student thy had. and most of the teacher's rmb bao and i. ahahas~ qing feng, zheng bao, liang ge shuang bao. HEHE~! meaning two treasure? or something lidat la. ahahahas~

saw alot of ppl. sigh~ wish everyday we can gather lidat la. seriously, when all of us are always staying tgt. eat also tgt at the staircase? lols~ and curse also curse tgt. still kn rmb the whole class disturb pauline. INCLUDING HE JIE! LOLS! and tt's when tyms flies fasters. tgt for 4yrs in the same class. know each other inside out. sigh~ this are the days i miss the most.

took loads of pics with bao&yun. ahahahs~ aft visting beatty sec. headed bck to first toa payoh primary with gary and hanson. our 2brothers. haha. but go there only know one teacher only. x.x saw yao huang and joseph. so all of us seat down talk talk look at gals. since no guys to see? all younger than us one. x.x gary say i les. look at gals. gary got problem with me one. lols!

all of us slack at the teachers' eating table there lyk damn long then only we decided to leave. ahahahs~ headed to tpy inter. to meet yun. she was lyk wtf, and didn't wan to go with us. so leave her with pauline while bao & i and our 2brothers to eat. talk talk talk, then only decided to see them to show off their talent. ahahas~ went to garys' hse first. this tym change again. lyk everytime go his hse only, his room will change one. (that shows how long tym then will i go his hse heh?) hahahas~ stay in his room to watch the videos in youtube. SERIOUSLY! go watch silent library! it's seriously funny. ahahahs~ and crazy too.

waited for hanson to come gary hse then we go down to the void deck to see abit? then go to skatepark. or harmony park you called. went there see gary to show off his talent. hmm. this brother not bad seh. lols. good good. impresive. but 7.30 then bao and i go off le, gary sent us to the bishan MRT station.

today was reli fun. but reli wish that my 4toots and also my 2bros of ours can meet up more often? duno when then kn we meet up again. i know wan 4toots to meet up is seriously difficult. but im hoping on my 2bros? ever since pri sch till now. lols~

lastly, sigh~ why is there ppl hu lyk to asume things them self? i seriously dun get it. stop assuming things and make life difficult for everyone of us. i dun think this the way that the grown ups should behave.

2009-08-30T02:49:00.001-07:00

2009-08-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

woke up lyk ard 11plus in the morning? did the chores first

#1-sweep the floor.
#2-mop the floor.
#3-wash&hang the clothes.
#4-iron pa, ma&my clothes.

then go bathe get prepared to set off to buy contact lens and the ingredients to boil some cooling water and then go bank in the $ that I've saved.

took one round of the bus 913. hmm. woodland reli big sial. lols. at least bigger than i expect? went to plaza 888? or 888 plaza? get my contact lens then go buy the ingredients for the cooling water. bought the ingredients for ruo han guo drink. then head to CWP. tot kn go there to bank in the $ that I've saved. but i forget that it's SUNDAY! bank never open ba? zzz. even if have also only half day only. right? so i luff at my self then go KFC to buy something to eat then go home and boil the drink.

hmm, i cant cook. i kn only boil. haa! mama say that my ruo han guo is nice. she even ask me how i boil, cos she boil de is bitter bitter one. ahahah~ mine is just not so bitter than the outside and wad she boil. but whr got ruo han guo taste so nice also? ahaha~ at least i got open the ruo han guo before i put it in to boil, cos i rmb last tym mama got tell a customer how to boil it. it was lyk when im in pri4 or so? hahas.

Monday is coming. sigh~ lesser and lesser days in sch to see aiai le. sobsob~ i love my aiai! (:

2009-08-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

woohoo~ went to library with aiai today to study. first he came my hse then we set off tgt. we watched the cnl8 show tgt. cos aiai say my ear lyk monkey. but got this lady in the show also! HAA! her ear wide wide lyk me. x.x aiai say i look lyk her. x.x lee jin mei? or something lidat one. in the family matters show. my god. aiai eyes got prob! HAA!

went to eat then we go library to study. but lyk not reli study also de. ahahas~ more lyk talking to his frens. ahaha~ his fren wan sell his ps3. so i at there trying to nego with him. ahahah~

went home at ard 5? aiai and i walk home. aiai bad bad! he hurt my heard three tym! chou aiai! grr!

if aiai got a bike nxt tym, IM SO NOT GG TO ALLOW HIM TO SEND OTHER GIRLS TO ANYWHERE!

when reaching home, we saw this she male again. we name her Nancy. cos she every time calling this name. saw her/him looking at aiai. lyk every time only? duno wad i say, until aiai wan go down find him/her to flirt flirt. EEEE! i dare him go. he reli go shout the name loud loud! NANCY! NANCY! EEEE! aiai bad sial. i faster go pull him bck. aiai bad bad lo. scare me.

mama saw me talking on the fone. cos i wanted to bathe, but she went in to pee. so i stand there looking at her to pee. x=!

mama: -who you calling?
me: -my friend

mama: -boy or gal?
me: -boy

mama: -(face change)why? wan know me? or wan treat me eat?

haa! mama bad bad. lidat talk. ahahaha~

2009-08-28T06:34:00.001-07:00

duno wad the fuck happen to my family today.

i quarrel with my mother.

mother quarrel with my brother.

father quarrel with my mother.

x.x

mother poor thing. LOLS! kena by all of us. but now okay le?

mother make me so tu lan at her make me call wrong number. and can somebody tell me wad is the singtel hot line? i quarrel with my mother cos of this. making me lyk a stupid by calling starhub and i should be calling to singtel instead. all because of her fone, she quarrel with my brother and i. bad mood, so go find my father to quarrel also. LOLS!

but now okay liao. ^^

2009-08-28T02:09:00.000-07:00

EEE! firstly, just bang my head onto my table whn i wanted to pick up the thing that i drop. ERHHER! pain la. wa piang eh. zzz.

finally IT'S FRI! but hopefully kn go study with aiai tml. if not im so gona bang wall and try to die liao. lols~ exam is coming. omfg~! and teacher is still not revising! did thy? but CN no! still doing the PBL tt is not coming out in my exam test question. omg. and im reli scared already. lols. not lyk aiai, not need to study also can do one. omg la. zzz. but that doesn't mean that im dumb kay? ahahas~

and now im seriously sleepy. zzz. duno kn dong until wad tym. ahahha~ i just hope that Monday will never come sial. zzz.

i love you too dear

2009-08-27T06:32:00.000-07:00

oh man~ I'm so freaking tired la. today actually kn report to sch at 10 de. but this aravain say come at 8 as usual to do our PBL, but in the end, he came only at ard 9.15am! and he did none of the research?! DAMN HIM! and we wasted our tym waiting for him. DAMN HIM! then aft sch at 3pm, we have to stay bck again. stayed till lyk 7? ZZZ! reach hime lyk 8.30! omfg la. ZZZ! but im reli glad that we've finish with our research and our presentation for tml la? and it was fun doing it too la. ahahas~

today aiai never fast. cos he today morning never wake up to eat before he fast. then he cannot tahan. HAA! LOLS! aiai bad bad. orh hor. ahahas~

anyway, fri is finally coming. and tt also means exam is coming soon, then hols. then come with the CP! zzz. duno is to be happy or wad also? cos surely got alot of things will happen de. but reli hope that nth will come between aiai and i? zzz.scared scared la.lols~

my third post

2009-08-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

YEY! i've finally done this. x.x and i've made my aiai waited for me even though his very sleepy already. feel so bad. but finally i've chiong finish le! YEY! ahaha~ all this are the memories that I've enjoyed alot. there's still more. but have to go sleep le. so ya. (:

I've also paste this in my blog profile too. yey yey!

p/s- THANK YOU AIAI! (:

2009-08-26T06:02:00.003-07:00

second post for the day. firstly. I'VE FASTED! for today. it's seriously not reli ez for me leh. LOLS! keep wanting to eat and drink lo. but still manage to fast la? zzz. 2more days to go.

was doing my PBL project. i hate doing research. cos im very lousy in doing research de. x.x do until very long lo. sigh~

anyway. there's so many things inside my heart that i wana share with somebody. but just duno how to make it into words. not say emo. just feels sad whn ever i think about all the things that are stressing me. even though stress are good in some ways, but still it's not healthy if you do not know how to solve it. specially for some dumb ass lyk me i guess? duno how to put their feelings into words. sigh~ wad to do? sigh~ wan have tym for my self also lyk getting more and more difficult. im a very sensitive gal. things get onto my nerves very easily. but wad to do? if only i can forever stay in my sec sch life.

2009-08-26T02:09:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! ALL TEST ARE OVER! but still got exam. fuck la. zzz.
had my BEH class test today. and hell man. it was so difficult. failing for sure one. omg~

seriously getting more and more sick of sch this days. TMB. lyk got so many ppl got attitude problem? x.x lame lo seriously.

my aiai suddenly so fierce in his blog. LOLS! shocking wor? at first i tot he is scolding me in his blog. cos i wan scanning before i reli went to read the post. but HELL NO! aiai is scolding somebody else! HAA! so happy leh. ^^ yey yey~ i love my aiai. ahahas~

2009-08-25T05:11:00.000-07:00

okay! seriously hor, people, unhappy with me, fucking bring ya balls along and come and tell me can? no need tell other people de. reli. and i seriously dun get it, i dun think my face got look so GL right? why aiai's grp mates lyk got problems with me one huh? -.- lame ass. i really dislike nonsensical things. and i fucking dun need it. i hope i did make my self clear. and just by saying a good morning will make you happy, go ahead. i understand tt you need the attention. but im reli glad tt aiai says that he dun even feel lyk entertaining you. wow! YEY!my aiai la okay?! ahahas~ o! and btw, if ya unhappy, then go ahead and close my blog and dun ever come bck ya? cos i didn't invite you guys to come my blog.

anyway, mama know that aiai and i tgt le. x.x in the morning, she tot aiai is a Tamil. then whn i reach home, she tot aiai is Singh. x.x hopefully now she rmb tt my aiai is Malay le. ahahas~

tml got BEH test. wa fuck la. reli lyk not much tym to study also. schedule all tight tight de. if wan study, cannot sleep more. wan sleep more cannot study. WTFH! grr.

UPDATE- mama still tot tt aiai is Indian! keep saying the ying du ren ying de ren one! LOLS!

2009-08-24T06:31:00.000-07:00

hmm, FINALLY project management end finish le! wa piang eh. bang wall. FINALLY! but still got PBL to go. but last one la?hopefully la hor? if not kn die sial. zzz. Ms ida was lyk not very nice? dun reli lyk the way she talk to us. was lyk she shouldn't compare us with other grps. may be behind us, but not in front of us? cos it's not right to do such things.

and finally got all my birthday photos ready. but still kinda lazy to upload la? got test coming real soon. may be aft tt? hmm. yup.

sch ended at 6. but find tym pass quite fast la? lyk just ytd come bck from CP start first day of sch lidat. LOLS! but hope hari raya come even faster. HEHE! cos by then aiai kn go out with me le. and also hopefully by then not so much problems le ba? heh? hmm. hope so, hope so.

who says singaporeans is not creative?

2009-08-23T03:58:00.000-07:00

firstly, who the heck says Singaporeans arnt' creative enuf? ang mo more creative? Singapore ah peh more creative la! wa piang.

went to geylang today. have to go there to pray, so shun bian eat at there with my parents. while eating, saw this 2 china woman. wear until lyk duno wad lidat. tot thy are plain chicken. BUT HELL YOU! NNOO!~ thy walk towards a ah peh, hu is also seating with 1 china woman drinking coffee and talking. the two woman took lots of 4D paper from the ah peh. and went to sell to those ah peh eating in the coffee shops and other coffee shops de. x.x so i guess, afternoon sell 4D at night sell buttock heh? not bad not bad. win win situation. ah peh got eye candy, or may be even special service? china woman kn earn more income. not bad wor?

kays, bck to my everyday live. hmm, woke up at bout 10? then talk to my aiai then go prepare le. mean while send aiai all our photos in my cam. finally one day im not lazy le heh? hahas.

was late! was suppose to meet my parents at 2.30 at TPY. but at 2. im still in woodland! haven't even buy my hair accessory yet. ZZZ! so i faster chiong down. zzz. and fucking hell! saw Charles and Keith got sale! FUCK THAT SHIT! got 50% OFF! mother fucker! suay dao~~!!! GGGRRR!! but no tym liao, have to chiong down to TPY le. cry~ heart pain dao~ bought my hair accessory then go straight down to TPY le. zzz.

meet le mama, then go geylang to pray. was thinking to fast today de! ZZZ! cos suppose to fast for 5days for my grp mates. (for aiai too la kay?) HEHE! but then mama tempt me. she go buy food ask me eat. EEE! was lyk going 4 le leh! 3 more hrs then end le! ZZZ! WTFH! now i know, fasting need alot of commitment de lo. lols~ but anyway.

reach home le online. was so shock! my aiai go edit our photos! wow wow wow! touch wor. tot my aiai wun do such things de. ahahas~ so impressed. ahahas.

first day of fasting.

2009-08-22T06:43:00.000-07:00

fasting month is here. sigh~ sian dao~~ zzz. duno is't aiai purposely or wad. lyk kinda unhappy tt i dowan convert for him. hmm. is he only kidding or wad huh? hopefully he is ba? lols~

woke up at ard 9.30 today. want to sleep more, but just couldn't sleep. kept thinking of things? mmhmm. duno wad also. sigh~

do quite alot of hse work also. lyk sweep and mop the floor? hang and wash the clothes. change of bed sheets(parents and mine) and clean my table. duh.

aft cleaning, went to prepare to meet aiai at TPY. due to some reason, we decided to do the project at there. hahas. but also good. kn meet my lao gong ayu.YEY! but before i reached braddell, i set beside a crazy fat woman? she was writing on the 4Dpaper, noting down the numbers that she is gonna buying.(ALOT!) she's lyk purposely pushing me. and touching me. she even used her heels to kick my foot. which was reli hurts. cos the force was kinda strong.and it pushes my nails in. hmm. kn imagine? lols~

aft everything, she started staring at me, x.x she reli turn her head and face me. and stared at me for a very long period of time. at tyms i stare at her bck. but she keep blinking her eye. and she keep talking to her self. so she must be crazy la? therefore, i totally ignored her. and im reli sleepy and did not wan to give up my seats. thank god she got down from the train soon. zzz. phewo~

whn i reach braddell, saw aiai there, he waited for me for lyk 20mins. and his face was lyk kinda unhappy? which i duno is't i think too much or wad. didn't dare to talk much too. was scared tt i might trigger him or something? but soon aft, he was normal again. lol~

aft doing the PBL project *Project Base Learning* was waiting for ayu and his guy to come and have a chat. long tym never see her le. and FINALLY! today then got to see her, duno how long never see her le lo. lols~ she has changed in her appearance. she got a short hair, which she was been forced to cut inside. and more tattoo. and fatter. LOLS! i told her that. x=! plan to go out soon. but scared kena tua only. LOLS! cos she every time put aeroplane de. ahaha~

at bout 7pm, walk to TPY central thinking by then whn we reach there would be lyk 7.15 and aiai kn eat again. ahahas~ saw Desmond otw. zzz. seriously didn't feel lyk giving my number to him, which i still did too. cos was worried that he will call to double check, as he kena by ah bao le. LOLS! chat with him abit, then go eat with aiai at fork and spoon le. hahas.

eat le, go buy drink, tk train, then go face shop to collect something then aiai send me go home.
now im waiting for aiai to reach home! which will be lyk soon? hopefully la. ahaha~ meanwhile putting on mask. LOLS~!

2009-08-21T01:53:00.000-07:00

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today aiai dream tt got no pe lo, then go sch, sia la! reli got no pe. x.x! may be if he tell earlier, then kn no need bring pe attire le? ahahas.

this few days have to chiong for 2 project. x.x! KNS LA! zzz. lyk suddenly have so many things to do only, lols~ but was kinda fun also la? hahas.

anyway, Mdm Chick bought us pizza, tt cost ard 150$? for a class tt dun reli lyk her! omg~ but was her promise that if the whole class pass our phase test, pizza for all. LOLS! * i never dun lyk her ar, im okay with her one lo. ahhas. only sometime lyk to disturb her nia. x=

okay, my lao gong kena sabo! KNNBPCB! hopefully she kn find a sch and a councillor lo. sigh~ reli scared she'll go in jail sia. 3yrs. SOB! I DOWAN! her hair kena cut whn she's inside tt tym. kinda funny sial. oops. sorry lao gong. ahahahs! but still sexy la. kay? HEHE! but still! KNN! hope those CBK will get caught lo. PB! RRROOOAAARRR!

2009-08-20T04:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2MONTH AIAI!

YEY! 2months le! ^^ yeyey. ahahas. dun rmb tt today is our 2mth lo. lols. aiai was lyk gg to sch le, so he have to put down the fone. but he call me again. and say tt he forget to tell me something, and he said happy two month! HAA! so happy lo. aiai so sweet de. ahahahs! but seriously, the both of us forget about it lo. duno how come will forget but ya. hahas.

anyway, in class was reli funny! puiman,aiai and i kena punish.cos the three of us was late for 5mins, so we have to stand behind, then the 3 of us make wave. LOLS! at there jump jump jump. haa! so funny lo. LOLS!

break tym went to eat with ah bao thy all, so funny lo, we talk bout pauline. HAA! lols!! it was a very interesting topic. HAA!~

behavioural science was like not even listening lo.was super restless. cos i was very sleepy already. x.x

aft sch,stay bck in cafe 1. to do our project management project. finally done le. phew. but now got one more project to do lo. knn. some more the due date is lyk so near liao.wtfh.

anyway,ys bought me the OP file leh! the same as ah bao's one. LOLS! ah bao confirm say i copy her one. right not bao? HAA! but was very happy tt ys bought me tt.^^THANK YOU ka cheng!HEHE!

p/s : while otw home,aiai suddenly call me, and say he accidentally step on sweets tt ppl go bai bai one. LOLS! he sound lyk his very worried and scared. AHAH! it was lyk so cute lo. lols~

2009-08-19T04:15:00.001-07:00

was late today morning when i have to meet faiz, sticker and shafiqah. reach at ard 6.15? when im suppose to reach at 6 x=! when i reach there, thy were lyk staring at me? ahahas. but thy were lyk kidding?

during the combine lecturer for behavioural science, Mr Tay was there to give the lecturer. ahahas! was actually very sleepy de lo, even before he officially started giving the lecture i was already sleeping at there le. hahas. but i heard got alot ppl luffing, tt's why i woke up and listen. i reli lyk Mr Tay's lesson, no need to copy notes de. only have to listen. cos he make it so interesting. everyone keep luffing. hahahs.

aft sch. have to stay bck for detention x.x cos was late for lesson for 7mins! cos diana and fariz went down to buy food, then i go toilet. x.x! Ms Doris Lim say stay for 45 mins, help clean up the Sim center. kena toot by needle lo. zzz pain.

Doris (talking to fariz and pointing at me) : she ya gf?
me [shaking my head]
aiai : no la, best fren only.

Doris : huh? qingfeng, he not ya bf?
me: no la?good fren.

Doris: huh? but i heard from other ppl that the both of you is tgt.
me: reli la cher, we good fren only. you dun believe me?

Doris: i believe you, but then it's okay to have a bf or gf right?
me: ya. haiyo cher, if me and him reli got tgt, then i tell you kay?

LOLS!

aft the detention, stay at the locker with aiai and diana, diana use poker card to do fortune telling for me, she ask me to choose four guys, then i ask Q, then the card will ans. first few Q tt i ask, was correct! but some Q was lyk. hmm. sure not? tt kind. aft tt, we play one round of dai dee. then go home le. (:

2009-08-18T05:12:00.000-07:00

today morning was so funny! jas was sleeping in the bus. then suddenly PAM!* knock her head onto my shoulder. LOL! she also luff lo. so pain also. ahahas!

got high element just now. the instructor keep making me lo. x.x but was kinda scary? ahahas. all i wanted to do was to faster step bck onto the ground, yet the instructor still kn go shake my rope. gu yi de lo. lols.

tried on to the new mask, no size fits me. ZZZ! duno why lo. haiyo. zzz.

aft sch, take 969. saw hafizah. ahahas. he take the bus 913 to send me, due to some reason also. but! i got tell aiai lo. ahahas. aiai so good, never say anything de. hahas. ^^

tml weds le! gg ghost festival le. and also fasting month coming. wa piang eh! ZZZ! ):

2009-08-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

went out with aiai today.
wake up at 7 lo. zzz.then go to aiai's hse. *diana, dun anyhow think think ar.ahahas.
aft that went to changi there to eat then jalan jalan abit then go home le.
otw bck, went bck to TPY! wa piang! went bck to the market aft renovation. ahahas.memorise lo ahahas. use to eat at there at night and blablabla. LOLS!
TPY is still the best la, every corner also got memorise de. ahahas.
almost every blks got my frens lo at there. sigh.
miss those days sial. wan go out so ez. one call, state tym and place,duh.kn go le.
now so difficult de. have to wake up so much earlier. sob~

hmm, types of ppl hu i hate the most would be;

1- liars! i fucking hate liars. lie to me once, tt's it, never will i forget and believe you again.
2- gl kia. but ahahas, try gl with me, we kn play tgt.
3- ham zhi kia! if you dare to do it, admit it please, it's btr than you lie and make ppl look down on you. a very good example, erra. * dun count this as cyber abuse ba? but wad ever. ROLL EYE*
4- ppl hu lyk to ping wei. wa piang, cannot tahan this kind of person de lo. make me feel lyk slapping them.which i willl.
5- ppl hu fucking lyk to act lyk big sis or big bro, everyone is the equal, you whr big fuck? vagina big or ya lj big?
6- ppl hu lyk to be a third party. x.x this one, more cannot tahan, lols. dun try me. im fucking serious in relationships. *i get jealous very ez. x=!
7- ppl hu dun have any future, dun even bother to talk to me. alright? thanks.
8- hates ppl who hates me. but keep hating. i dun need ya love anyway. ahahas.

hmm. thinks thats all. ahahas. but i treat ppl the way thy treat me, i dun treat ppl equally, i see every one as an individual. treat me well, i promise i'll treat you well too, but definitely not doubled. i dowan to get hurt. but try treating me bad, i make sure i kick ya ass and make you never forget. im a gal hu keeps to her words.

2009-08-16T04:36:00.000-07:00

my fav hokkian singer and two of my fav songs. ahahas.

compare with all the other language songs, i think hokkian songs btr leh? ahahas. got more meaning.

plus my ah niu used to play alot of hokkian songs when i was a little kids. hahas, therefore got more feelings and memorise. btr dun say i lao kok kok. everyone have their own prefrence. ahahas~

2009-08-15T06:16:00.000-07:00

went to the face shop to buy some facial stuff and cosmetic. buy until lyk 200$ i told the person i'll eat bread at home this one month hahah! cos its' my birthday this week, then also got promotion. tt's why its more worth it also. somemore kn last quite long. lyk half a yr to 1yr. the previous tym i buy de, haven't use finish also. ahahas. keep first? hahas.

aft buying the stuff, headed home straight le. ahahas. then call my aiai until mama came home then we put down. talk for several hrs lo LOLS! lyk 3 to 4hrs? ahahaas.

diana remind me to watch the boys over flower de interview! THANK YOU SO MUCH DIANA!ahahas!

wa paing! the most memorable part for me would be the part whn gu jun pio didn't care bout wad the mother is saying and just came out from the car and walk straight to gum jam di and started kissing her at the road. SO COOL LO! so touching also. ahahas. lyk kn melt at there lidat.

ps-name spell wrong, dun blame me.ahahas! i dun go take note on such things. ahahs.(:

but still, never get to watch finish the whole interview lo. cos papa wan to sleep le.grr. so furious. GRR~!

2009-08-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

today so good lo, dun wad happe, morning 8am go sch. 1hr lesson of CN. then Ms Chick say ltr no prac. and that means aft PE at 11am, kn straight go home le!

but whn we're gg for PE, MrLau say, no need to come, just come bck at 10.15, den you all kn be dimiss! wa. laggy best lo. ahahas, so we went to cafe to celebrate munirah's birthday. ahahas. saw her jie. HAA! he so cute lo. he kn rmb we which year know each other, pri wad same class lidat. LOLS! it's at his finger tip. HAA! we were in the same class in pri3. then i changed sch. secondary sch same class with him for 4yrs, he know tt we are from the same p3 class, but he didn't tell me.== until lyk sec4 only, he tell me.x.x

aft sch, went to aiai's hse, then went out with his sis. ahahahs! aiai jealous tt his sis have alot of frens! HAA! kidding (:

tml aiai gg malaysia. hmm. malaysia eh? HAA! reli counted as malaysia? 0.o? but anyway, just hope he kn faster come bck only, if not i'll be so bored de lo. zzz. ):

2009-08-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

finally take the hepB third dose le. ahahas! phewo! ys and i bet. i bet tt eileen wun cry, he bet tt eileen will cry. in the end, eileen cried.T^T so, i lost lo.zzz! ahahas.

anyway, I'VE FINALLY QUITED WSS! or WSC? ahahas. something lidat la. World Skill Competition. ahahas! x=

and finally tml is fri le. but hopefully aiai dun need go ..... if not i'll be so bored during the weekends lo. T^T

2009-08-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

i did something wrong today lo. x.x sorry aiai. i reli didn't know. lols. so hopefully it will be forgiven. lols.

hmm, today got Clinical Nursing Test. before the test,i seat until fall asleep lo. wtf. then teacher talk, i duno. x.x was so sleepy lo. zzz.

the test was kinda ez ba. but dun think kn get A. perhaps a B. cos i never study at all lo. lols.

seriously, dun make me kick ya ass and make you never forget. did i not tell you that im not lyk tt? the guilt that you put me on, wont mess me up cos i've done NO wrong. so go ahead and say wad you wana say. i'll act lyk a grown up and treat you lyk a kid (: poor gal, ya mum must have alot of difficulties bringing you up.

it's so not lyk me

2009-08-11T06:27:00.001-07:00

sigh. i admit that i did something wrong. but it wasn't totally my fault. im just unhappy whn ppl keep talking and accusing me bout me and my frens. got alot ppl tell me, if thy wana talk bout you, let them be. know tt i my self didn't do it and im not lyk this, kn liao. but i reli dun lyk it. it wun be me if i kn keep to myself. i reli dun lyk having things to say, but cannot even help my self to speak out. but wad ever it is, i've apologise. i apologise for the sake of doing it.

seriously, if i got do it i will reli say out load. and admit it. but if i didn't, i reli wun give up fighting for my self. but for this tym, i guess for some reasons, i have to. it's reli not lyk me. and i duno why do i have to do it. just because im scared tt you'll get angry at me. i care how you think of me. i know by seating at here crying wun help much. but i duno how am i gg to let out my feelings. i just felt it's unfair. how to be more lyk a gal? if i kn choose, i will also wana be a quiet and a sweet gal. so tt i wun get my self into trouble, anything happen, just keep quiet and close one eye. if this would do it, then i rather be lyk this. for i reli care bout how you feel. sigh.

thanks everone(:

2009-08-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

this year birthday was reli fun.have been celebrating since fri till today. ahahas. AND! my god parents didn't forget my birthday! infact thy are the first to call me at 12! ahahas. and thy sang me birthday song thru the fone! gosh. im so touched lo. hahas. so sweet too. (:

today went out with my dearest aiai! ahahas. even though it was simple, but was fun too. as he is by my side. enuf liao. hahas. THANKS DEAR! (:

hmm, this yr, im kinda surprise. some ppl hu i tot tt wun even bother to rmb, remembered! ppl lyk my brother.x.x lols. it's the first tym he wish me lo. i think? haa. but definitely not more than 5 tyms one. tt shows how 'caring' he is eh?

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

2009-08-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

im watching the NDP now. HAA! hmm.this yr de parade. nice also la? lol. but i think the best part is still the matching parade and stuff ba. ahahas. remind me of SYF GOH at then whn i was in sec2.

ANDAND! the little boy who say he wana be the president! OMFG!! SO CUTE LA! and i wana be the first lady! LOLS!! seriously,i love national day lo. and it's not because it's my birthday the next day. but i just lyk. everyone will wear red. IT'S OUR DAY! OUR NATION DAY LA! ahahas.

hmm. anyone sang the anthem? and take the pledge at 8.22? i've sang the anthem le. LOLS!! x=! now waiting forthe 8.22 pledge taking nia. HAA!

lastly, here's my wishes for singapore! which is ECONOMY GROW LA! more bonus! LOLS! more jobs! more GSS! less GST! ahahas. crap la. lols. i just hopethat singapore will get more fame. and always at the top!

*PS! tml then is my birthday leh, why ppl start to wish me happy birthday today ar? all rmb wrongly le. lols.

THIS IS WHERE I CALL HOME! (:

2009-08-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

went out with yun today. ahahas. meet her at ard 2? reach home at gg 11. x.x heng mama never gan me lo. LOLS!

was fun. ahahas. use up to lyk 100$+ x.x bought 1 mascara, 1 eye liner, and 2tops. heart pain. lol. ahahas.

yun was kinda tu lan at me, cos i very choosy. HAA! her face jit tao change lo. ahahas. but then i still manage to get her luff again. ahahahs! saw one bread. SERIOUSLY LOOK LYK A BREAST! LOLS!! =x

hmm. and the funny part was, cos yun is single, so i tot give her a chance to know more guys la. HAA! so we sat near the road junction there, see if got any guys will come ask her for number not. i told her ttwe wait for 15mins, if until 8.45pm or wasit 7.45pm? but anyway, if still no guy come and ask for number, then we go home. LOLS!

indeed, no guy came, but only see see nia. x.x all no balls? HAA! kidding. ahahas.but then! at the last min! one guy come!

with another gal! LOLS!! it was ernest! ahahas. and another senior of ours. ahahas. we talk until duno wad tym lo, then we go eat at burger king. ahahas. was fun la. hahas. at bout 9.30then we go home le. hahas.

go home tym, i board the train. keep smelling a kind of soap smell. and smell lyk wad i buy. so i open the watson bag. SIA LA! open de! LOLS! nowonder got smell la. ahahas. all the way home, i smell so nice, even though the last tym i bathe was at ard 11. HAA!!

WAA!

2009-08-07T05:10:00.000-07:00

hahas. first thing first! i some how make spoil my space bar. so if i never leave any space, dun blame me ar. but how i make spoil my space bar was quite funny too la. ahahas. but more to stupid actually. x=!

hmm. today suppose to be gg out with my cp mates de. but due to some reasons, it was canceled. so sad. but i tot of meeting yun lo. so aft sch, she meet me at cafe1. she ask me faster come down, and also ask my frensto come too. whn i reach cafe1, i received a msg from bao. saying that she got problem, ask me faster come.LOLS LA! i tot reli lo. zzz.

but whn i reach the table, i saw a big bag, i go open and see, MY GOD! A CAKE! haa! i was supprise actually, cos thy say they wun be celebrating my birthday de. BUT THEY DID! and the planning was actually quite well done. just that i got a itchy butt. ahahas. very curious. ahahas.

the cake is reli very nice, big and tasty. cos it's from DANROLL! my fav. bread/cakeshop. it'sso much btr than breaktalk and cakehistory and so many more. NUMBER1!

hmm, so, yun bring my out, telling me that she got things to tell me, aft awhile, bao came out, ask me go in. and Tada! my cake. ahahas. all of them and people from other table sang birthday song for me! haa! and again, the sport managment people sang for me again! ahahahs! so happy lo. ahahas.

aft everything, went to tamp to jalan jalan. ahahas. went to E2 to buy things. then go home aft everything, mama say that the cake very tasty! haa! of cos la. it was whr i bought her cake too! HAA!

special thanks to diana,puiman,eileen,gina,kailing,bao,jas,mingmin,yun&mydearest aiai.ahahas.
i LOVE the handphonestrap that diana and puiman have bought! IT'S RELI NICE!! i SERIOUSLY love it lo. and thy went thru hardship cos i dun lyk any cartoon! it's the small little things that reli counts. so touch! THANKS A MILLION!

tml gg out with YUN again! haa! so happy lo!kn go shopping with her again! HAA!YEYEY! but then surely no tym to study, 12aug got test.x.x zzz.

PS- photo taken today will be posted ASAP aft ah baohave sent me the photos. (:

2009-08-06T05:24:00.001-07:00

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this song was sent and introduce by jasmine. seriously, how kn she say fuck you until so girly and sound so good ar? LOLS! should learn. HAA!! kidding. kidding. but this song is nice la. ahahas. *scroll down, click to pulse the music. then play this! unless ya so heng that the player and playing now la? if not, GOGOGO! ahahas

hmm. i lyk sch today! ahahas. fun. found out that Mdm Chick got moustache! x=! but more lyk hair? those abit abit soft soft de? ahahas. but i still lyk her la? ahahas. she teach me things today ahahas. and she is reli caring lo. hahas.

and also, in behavioural science lesson, LOLS! puiman, diana, alysha and i talk bout somethings. puiman is so funny lo! those question that she ask. HAA! all of us learn new things ba i guess? LOLS!! super funny! ahahas.

aft sch, stay bck for the project management de project. LOLS! another fun tym. saw edward. and finally see him le la. aft so long ahahas. he changed le lo. lols. and HE SMOKE! how sad. another tam bye one. hu trying to end their life early. ahahas.

papa and mama scared my head will get worse or stay lidat forever. which i dun think will? thy keep nagging at me lo. keep asking me apply this and tt de. i think few days will hao le ba? hopefully also. cos touch abit also pain le. hmm.

puiman and diana called me, ask me wad i wan. LOLS! it's funny lo! thy still kn let me choose de! HAA! first tym le! and thy make me so excited over the presents lo. cos it's from NIKE! haa!!so happy siol! ahahas.

2009-08-05T05:22:00.000-07:00

WA PIANG! ahahas. today got behavoural science. ZZZ! never reli study lo. duno kn pass not. i guess alot ppl also never study ba? ahahas. eng all so chim de lo. zzz.

hmm. i've been going to toilet very often this days. Ms Huang tot that im to anxious. (but anxious over? and anxious for so many days? cant be. so, TADA! WRONG!)
Mdm Chick tot that i have urinary tract infection. (but i pee alot. and no pain. so same la? TADA! WRONG!) so, why keep peeing? x.x!! ZZZ! scared dehydration only. LOLS! but cannot be la. ahahas.

kay. im pretty excited and cant wait for fri to come. ahahas. hopefully all the plans will go on smoothly ya? all the way from fri to monday!

NATIONAL DAY IS COMING! SO NEAR! YEY!!! SO EXCTITED BOUT THE NDP! *eventhough i dun have the ticket, but got tv ma. HAA!! YEY YEY! i love singapore!

2009-08-03T05:04:00.000-07:00

feeling more and more stress up this days. wtf man. i dun get it, why things always change. why is't always have to be this way? nth is perfect, but how far kn it be? fuck la. things keep changing. then why the things that i want to change, cant change? kn anybody tell me wtf should i do? sucks lo. sigh~ really feel very unhappy.

2009-08-02T06:20:00.000-07:00

lost inside. deep down. im super unhappy with wad's going on now. sigh. kn please think bout how will i feel too?

2009-08-01T04:49:00.000-07:00

SO TIRED! ytd aft sch at 1pm, went to the youthOUT there to prepare the stuff. then go puiman's hse to bathe. but aft bathing, we slowly slowly prepare then go out. LOLS! puiman still kn bring me go tk wrong bus lo! heng never take the bus eh. if not surely more late de. ahahas.

in the event, hmm. i shall say that it was fun ba? ahahas. shout, run, jump here and there de. ahahas. aft the event, diana and i went to puiman's hse to stay overnight. slept at ard 3 i guess? ahahas. sia la. so fun lo. talk talk talk talk talk de. LOLS!! but nxt day got NGT phase test (which is today) so have to stop and go sleep. ):

today wake up, SO SLEEPY! SO TIRED! at the phase test, i wasn't so nervous ba? i keep smiling. but then got abit cmi. cos of the IO chart! x.x the IMR was SGH de. then my teacher also never say have to check. so i anyhow lo. but teacher say i did very well and i pass. PHEWYO!~ HAAHAASS.

aft the phase test, went to fariz hse and wait for him to change, then come my hse wait for me to bathe. then we go study tgt. but we didn't! we went to eat then go walk walk in the cwp instead lo. LOLS! aft that we tried walking home. HAA! so fun lo. keep craping one. hahahas! also we go anyhow walk until nearly lost la. gundu de. LOLS! but was fun. ahahas.

BIRTHDAY COMING! woohoo! super happy lo. cos national day also coming. BUT I DUN HAVE THE TICKET! T^T fuck lo. i want the ticket leh. gundu de. ...!

my perfect hair day!

2009-07-30T05:43:00.000-07:00

today is my perfect hair day! HAA!~!! cos i only have to tie the hair once. then done liao. and also. it's neater then the past few tyms! HAA! if everyday also lidat then good le lo. ahahas.

hmm, tml gg to the youthOUT! fianlly it's here! then after that i've decided to stay over at puiman's hse tt nyt. mama agree too. just that she's abit worried. x.x but anyway, just hope that the event is fun. nut not too tiring. if not the second day got phase test lo. then will be lyk fucking tired or something lidat de. i scared i cant rmb afew steps lo. then lidat i cham liao.

2009-07-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

waseh~ super tired lo. zzz. today went sch with faiz only. cos sticker sick. then jas study at 10am only. WTH! but tml is my turn. HAHAHA! alot ppl sick lo. omg~ my class also have quite afew. hmm. sick also good. kn stay at home to sleep. but then cannot get to study. but then study also lyk nth gg in. so it's bout the same la? zzz.

aft sch went to sel ticket lo. WTH! TIRED LA! leg pain. ahahahs. but was kinda fun too la. hahahas. manage to sell 6 tickets le. PHEWOY! aiai sold 5 of them pro hor? hahahas. i only sold one. which was to ys nia. sigh~~ anyway! got one incident! HAA! fariz and i knock on the door. then got one guy came out! WITHOUT the top and using one pillow to cover the below! HAA! he came out awhile, then he talk abit, then go bck in to wear clothes. HAA! funny siol. AHAHAS.

phase test is this sat lo. zzz. then fri nyt is the event for youthOUT! zzz. i duno is i should go puiman hse to stay over for one nyt? or to ask gina's father to fetch me to yishun then i own self tk train then tk bus home. or jit tao tk cab from yishun? ???? hmm~~

2009-07-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

sia la. TIRED AR! SLEEPY TOO! hahas. hopefully tonight i will sleep early? cos eventhough tml sch ends at 3pm. i still have to go sell tickets door to door with my grp mates. x.x hopefully kn reli sell lo. my god.

i WAN go eyelash extension! saw one shop. 50$ siol. lol. feel lyk doing lo. but on the other hand, also abit scared scared. ahahas! scared got any problem occur or something. cos IT'S MY EYE! and my eye is the thing that i like the most of my body lo. lols.

2009-07-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

每次都是这样的. 说过的话真得那么容易就可以忘掉吗? 那,说过的话都代表设么?

2009-07-27T06:30:00.000-07:00

hmm. FINALLY! MONDAY IS OVER!! HAA! and 2weeks away from today will be my 17th Birthday. ahahas. kay. im always so excited for my birthday eventhough i still duno whr im gg to. but still just kinda excited. but still, in older liao. sial la. i scared ltr my age become 20 lo. i abit dowan leh? so the older you go, the more stress you have. and the more decision you'll have to make. zzz

papa kena cut at the hand. quite a deap one. but was nth to be compared with my pt's one. and my pt kn tolerate SO MUCH BTR! i still kn rmb lo. lols. he still kn do his own deep breathing exercise. then still kn lie on the bed until look so song. LOLS! but my dad! at there lyk wan shout wan shout lidat. LOLS LA! haa!

anyway, luckily got me lo. if not my fathe will only put the plaster nia. wth. no infection control at all. ahahas! so i went to do a simple dressing for him. cos no saline, i use the contact lense one. X=! but it's saline too la. lols. tml then i go buy the sterile one lo. and luckily i got those things tt was needed to do a simple wound dressing lo. if not ar, tml my father should be having fever le lo. ahahas. HE SHOULD BE PROUD TO HAVE ME AT HOME! HAA! and ma keep nagging at him. asking him to BTR LISTEN TO YA DAUGHTER! HAA! look hu is the king now? HAA! kiding la. ahahas.

2009-07-26T06:59:00.000-07:00

hmm. should i go for a eyelash extension? hmm. but i have no idea about the prize and how thy do it. how long will it last. etc. ahahas. may be i should go check it out one day? then kn go put. no need to put fake ones or mascara also. LOLS!

anyway. today lyk so bz lo. zzz. wake up at 11.30 lidat. then change the bedsheet. then papa reach home. ask me go buy food for him. so i go bathe. then go buy. then eat with him. eat le then he ask me go down with him to go do thing with him. x.x so xin ku lo. kuku de. i tell him whn he sell the things le, have to pay me half of the $ LOLS! but he never reply me one. ...!

af tt, i go home bathe again then go meet faIZ to study. went to the woodland point? duno la. lols. those old old place. HAA! sould lyk a mall to me lo. but it wasn't. HAA! atleast now i know how to walk there. so, nxt tym no need to tk bus there if i wan go to the POSB bank. HAA!

O! one thing! faIZ and i wear the same colour shirt sial! this our second tym gg out. and last tym and this tym, we wear the same colour top. LOLS! haa!

tml monday le. then phase test coming soon too. fuck la. zzz. lyk lazy lo. lols. but anyway. youthOUT coming soon! anybody wan the ticket? lols!

IT'S A SATURDAY! HAA.

2009-07-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

today went to tamp. with fariz. he came to my hse first, then we go off tgt. hahas. never off the washing machine lo. heng i go home check again. if not surely kena gan one lo. LOLS! went to tamp. to buy clothes. also i wan to find for a file. that kn keep all my papers, books, pens. etc etc. inside. but nth meet my eye leh. so never buy the file. BUTBUT! i'll still continue to find one la. ahahahas.

and also! went to Isatan. T-T went to see the Guess ring again. sia la! haa! i reli lyk it leh? lols. AHEM!* my birthday coming! know wad to do le ma? HEHE. skidding la~ lols. 50$ sial. hahas. which idiot will buy something that ex. for just a normal fren wor? ahahas. eventhough 50$ is not that much too. hahas~

my leg feel so pain lo. duno wad did i do also. zzz. feel so sour too. hopefully will get btr by tml. if not walk also very xin ku la. kuku de. grr.

2009-07-24T04:43:00.000-07:00

HAA~ PPL! IT'S FRIDAY! and it is my FAV day of the week. ahahas!

went to sch with sistiqah. faiz. and jas. hahas. so fun. ahahahs. then pe tym we do arobic. LOLS! Mr Lau dance the Nobody by WonderGirls!! sial la! so funny sial he! AHAHAS! but tt song reli make me sick leh. the song was lyk last yr de song lo. now suddenly so many ppl starts to listen. why so slow de eh? hmm. but the dance is nice la ahahas.

SIGH! im so concern bout my weight sial! diana keep ji me lo. wth. she so skinny wor. wish i kn be as skinny as her. BUT! not until lyk her lidat. no meat one. i wan atleast some meat. ahahas. if not no different with the bamboo. LOLS! x=! HEHEHE!

nxt fri is the youthOUT! but then the next day is my NGT phase test! OMG! so i'll be staying at puiman hse. ahahas~ i say if kn stay in fariz hse then good le. cos his hse so near to the sch! i wake up 1hr b4 the Test start kn liao. but cannot la. ahahahas.

2009-07-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

life is still lyk soso? nth exciting happening too. just that im getting more and more concern bout my weight. my god. so i went for a run finally. but then again, i felt my ankle was so pain whn i was running. it felt vey tight. hopefully not everytime i run will become lidat. if not surely very troublesome.

alex mother call me. ahahas. she talk to me. ahhahas. so happy that she still will rmb me le? ahahas. eventhough alex hate me so much but then his mother still rmb me. hahas. duno why so petty de. x=. oops. ahahas. not trying to swear behind alex kay? ahahas. reli. LOLS!

having phase test soon. which is nxt sat. zzz. sian sial. my god. everyone! wish me luck kay? plspls. ahahas! (:

2009-07-22T08:30:00.001-07:00

this is so funny! lyk one kingkong lidat! LOLS!! imagine ya child nxt tym become lidat? hmm. i'll slap him sial. lols. and he is SO SKINNY! see all the bones? LOLS!

2009-07-18T08:14:00.000-07:00

i think this is my first tym buying ONE thing and only ONE thing tt cost me 85$ sia. heart pain dao siao. lols. but the sales man got say if you go metro tt kind of place to buy, it'll cost lyk 100$+? and i did say i will buy. in my last few post. i said i will save my own $. tot it'll be very long but no! NOT THIS TYM! haa! this tym was so fast lo. fastest ever. save up to 100+$ which was quite shocking for me. cos i dun reli save $ one. i only use them. hahas. but this tym, heart pain ar. LOLS! but wad ever la. ahahas. atmost fasting month i fast with the others. ahahas. so in this way, i still save. and save even more. but the problem is. kn i even fast for one day? HAA! LOLS! which i doubt so. but will try. cos i wan wear the kerbaya and go to my frens hse! HAA! i must say, was amazed by it whn i open the box. the cap was shining.

which make me love it even more. ouch.

also went to see the watch of this brand Versace. sia la. cost lyk 5000SGD++ sial! omfg. if other place buy confirm more ex de? kau. tt will be lyk 3-4 months of a EN's pay sial. somemore is cannot use the pay $ one. LOLS! but it was so BLING BLING! piang eh. LOLS!

2009-07-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

YEY! friday le. tired sial. zzz. having my phase test nxt week. and i dun even bother to tk out the paper to read lo. zzz. wth. the page so long, see liao also will sian sial.

but anyway, went to my brother hse to stay last nyt. can dad and mum not at home. thy went to malaysia. so i went to my bro hse to stay overnight. but my brother wasn't there. he went to sign in. so only got my sis in law and her sis and me. lol. and of cos the two kid. ahahas.

nth much or exciting is gg on. just tt once again, i feel nursing is not my type again. is there something else i kn do eh? lols. kinda late also if i do this decision. cos fews yrs ltr 20 liao. i know still lyk long. but i abit dowan grow older le? if not have to worry more things. the older you go, the more things you have to worry about. sigh.

anyway, just now on the bus. FUNNY SIAL! one sport managment one come and talk to me. ask me if im in nursing. lyk wth? cant you see this is nursing uni? if not, then wad? cleaner meh? kuku one. dun wad he say to his fren also. lol. but whn gg down, he say bye to me, then he give tt stupid smile so funny one. LOLS! but anyway. ROLL EYE* ahahas.

sometimes im reli tired. but knowing tt there's no way out, i just have to be a follower. and all i know was not to give my full just to prevent from getting hurt again. this was wad im still learning. how to control? hu kn reli control their feelings? i wish i kn just change everything and have the confidence to face those shitty things.

2009-07-15T03:47:00.000-07:00

YYEEYY! NOI IS BUYING 7 TICKET! but other than her, nobody buy lo. all my frens all duno run until whr one. all not supportive de. chicken. hahahas~ one ticket 4$ nia. noi want whole book lo. which is 10. = 40$ sia! she's so steady de lo. SO LUCKY!

anyway, in CP, ppl say i look lyk ain. in sch ppl say i look lyk pui man?! omg. my face so common until lidat wor? anywhr also got ppl hu look lyk me? LOLS!

anyway. dun break my trust. come and personally tell me wad happen, b4 i found out my self. if not it'll be hard for me to trust you nxt tym. dun treat me lyk a fool.

2009-07-13T07:05:00.001-07:00

OMG! KIM HYUN JOONG! SO HANDSOME! OMFG! even if he got go for sugery i still dun think it matters much. COS! ALOT OF CELEBRITIES ALSO GO MA! even MJ. so there's nth wrong! it's the OUTCOME that matters more!

sia la. if he is coming to singapore then good sial. i'll faint whn i see him i guess? hmm. LOLS! if only he is not a celebrety but a singaporean and is study in my sch! WTFFFFF! haa! my fantasy eh? LOLS!~!! gosh man. bang wall ar.

HAA! i never lyk any celebrities until so siao b4 de lo. he is the first one sial! HAA!~! aft i've watched finished the Boys Over Flowers. HAA! i dun understand why is he alone in the end! eventhough he look happy.

but anyway. ahahas. WAD MORE KN I SAY? HE IS GOD DAMN HANDSOME! and he look so gentle. fariz say he look lyk softy. WTH?! he is more lyk a gentleman ba? HAA!~!

youthOUT!

2009-07-12T06:09:00.000-07:00

YOYOYO! PEOPLE!

hahas. here to bring out something. all HUMAN! feeling bored and nth exciting going on? National Day coming but never get the NDP ticket? [just lyk me :( ] hahas.

then why not come and celebrate with EVERYONE at the Petal Garden? lots of exciting program awaiting for YOU!

Percussion Band
Hip Hop
Break Dance
High powered music
AND YA OWN DANCE FLOOR!
and ATTRACTIVE Lucky Draw Prizes to be WON!
and most of all! ENJOY A NIGHT OUT WITH YA FRIENDS!

it's on 31st of JULY! which is a friday.

TIME: 7.30pm to 10pm

venue: Eunos Petal Garden (ps- i know it's far. BUT HEY! im staying at marsiling wor! and im going there too! so no excuse ar ppl. ahahas~)

Fee: 4.00$ ( comeon! this is mad cheap kay? you'll have free flow of cocacola and pop corn and chips! and 4.00$ nia. you go buy one pack of Lays also cost something lidat le tio bo? NO EXCUSE AR.)

this program is organised by YEC! so all youth out there support support leh? if not support me also kn. hahas. 4.00$ nia. it is not even enuff to eat a mac. meal lo. why not help us and you get to have fun for bout 3hrs! it will be a unforgetable night wor? i have to sell atleast FIVE tickets!

COMECOMECOME!

Guess. 0.o?

2009-07-11T21:40:00.000-07:00

i wasn't mad at wad you have said. but seriously mad at wad you have done. tt was the spark. and lead it to this end.

went to enous for a meeting ytd, with diana, eileen, gina, puiman and fariz. aft that went to tamp. to watch Transformers for the second tym. this tym is with FaRIZ. and he sleep at the egypt part. wth. i tot it is a very good movie. and yet he ended sleeping. x.x speechless* but ROLL EYE! hahas.

im thinking of buying the guess ring for my self? the white one. tt cost bout lyk 50$ if im not wrong? but nth less. i tot maybe kn get 25$ each from my dad and mom? ahahas. lidat surely kn buy. dun even have to save. kn say it's for my bday present? LOLS! *air-ed. and also i saw this neclace. also from Guess. lyk 60$? if im not wrong too. ahhaas. omg~ which one? or both? hahas.

not too commited

1MONTH MORE!

2009-07-10T04:47:00.000-07:00

today date is 10thof july. heehees. and that means my birthday is coming in just ONE MONTH! but duno wad to do on that day still. ahahas. any ideas for me? hahas.

kay. life in sch is lyk blablabla? kinda bored. teacher teach so fast. and talk lyk so unsure lidat. duno if i kn survie not? life still the same. nth much happening? nth exciting is going on too. lols. just that got one idiot keep testing on me. duno why? lols. she's to bored la tt's why. duno how to deal with her too. but wad ever la? she's an ass. tt's all. hahas.

2009-07-07T07:13:00.000-07:00

DUN FUCKING ACT LYK YOU KNOW ME VERY WELL YOU BITCH. in the fact that you HAVE NO BLOODY IDEA WAD'S GOING ARD! and CUT THE ACT! BLOODY BITCH. FFUUCCKK RIGHT OFF. AND GO BLOODY SUCK YA FATHER'S BALLS.

* fucking piss. thanks to someone. i really hate unnecessary comment about me. tt's the reason for me not talking to fariz that much in sch too. WHY?! for all the ppl hu lyk to gossip so much la! ASS.
and PEOPLE! dun act lyk you guys know me very well. in the fact that most of you do not! everyone is controlling their anger. and i am trying my fucking best! just dun bring me to my limits. and i'll try my very best. but if you know that i dislike you. please fucking fuck off. THANKS.

2009-07-07T05:53:00.000-07:00

now have to go bck to sch le. i prefer going to CP now. LOLS!~!! cos kn sleep more when the second day is afternoon shift. and tym always pass faster. somemore alot of funny things happen ard. no frens to talk to, then talk to pt lo. LOLS!~!! now go bck to sch. have to see the new teacher. x.x i dowan to talk bout her much la hor? lols. wth~ and also, cafe everythime so many ppl one. have to find seats. so leceh de lo. wth.

somemore now in MLT for lecture, my class move to the highest le. sia la. lidat so far, i think i will feel lyk wan sleep sial my god lo. WTF sial. zzz.

hopefully this 3months faster pass. and also pass peacefully. nth shocking is gona happen? if not heart attack sial.

and also, today xia suay dao duno whr sial. i slept on the bus until reach interchange le still sleeping. WTF?! i know reaching soon le lo. yet i kn sleep bck. WTH~! then got this sec. sch gal go tap me to wake me up. wth sial. XIA SUAY SIA! OMG!

2009-07-05T04:30:00.000-07:00

3rd of july- T^T. i acidentally delete all the photos i've taken in malaysia. TT

hmm, i went to malaysia. at 7am. but reacn home at bout 11?

i went to touch the fish! the fish is SO BIG LO! bigger THAN ME! ppl say if the fish come to you. tt means you are lucky. some ppl wan touch also cannot touch. BUT THE FISH COME TO ME! but then i scared. so in the end never touch. LOLS!~!! but then, im still lucky. the fish still come to me wor. aahahs.

mama also touch. she very scared and dowan to touch at first de lo. but then the fish come to her. so she try touching. touch until the fish dowan to go sial! LOLS!~!! god damn lucky la! ahahas!

we also went to pluck rambutan. LOLS!~!! cos the hse belong to my mother fren one. so kn go and pluck. plucking was fun. cos get to jump here and there. but then eating wasn't cos WE PLUCK TOO MANY LE! omg~ now the fridge got so many rambutan.

4th of july- went to cine to watch ICE AGE 3 with faRIZ. i wan watch Transformer again. but he dowan. so bad hor? he ask me to watch online. watch online no kick le eh? TT aft watching ice age. i went to find yun! LOLS!~!! she was busy flirting with the customer! LOLS!~!! (kidding) but i kn see tt she's happy working at there la. ahahas. which is a very good thing isn't it? ahahas~

aft tt, went to faRIZ fren's BBQ pit. seat at there then go home le. and im proud to say FARIZ NEVER SMOKE! LOL!~!! PPRROOUUDD. ahahas~ reach home at bout 11? but poor faRIZ reach home at 1. bleahx. sorry ar. ahahs. ytd wear new shoe. bought from charles and keith de. pain dao siao. LOLS!~!! pain at the toes. haa!~!!

tml have to go to sch le. omg~ SSIIAANN! i rather go to attachment lo. have more fun. less stress also. no need to chiong for lesson and choing study too. no exam, no test. hopefully this 3month will pass well? so tt i kn faster go CP! and hopefuly will still stick to the same grp too! ^^

hear me! hahas.

2009-07-02T00:59:00.000-07:00

LETS TALK BOUT YTD! hmm, went to dragon boat. 8km. now my body pain everywhr lo. ... bck pain, leg pain, shoulder pain, hand pain. stomach also pain. lols~ we first roll to the marina barrage. then to the IR? then to the merlion. then go bck again. LOLS!~!!

aft tt, went to beach road to eat. then go to bishan to meet Mr Tham and Mrs Tham. HAA!~!! then eat again. LOLS!~!!

kay. LETS TALK BOUT TODAY! omg~ i have pain all over. heng my mother say not gg malaysia today! but tml. i rather dn go sial. i just wan to stay at home. sigh~~ but anyway, went to watch Transformer with faIZ. it was nice. but very giddy. thanks to one idiot hu seat beside me, keep shaking his leg. then it affect my chair. fucker la. grr. but anyway, HAA!~!! faIZ thanks me for watching with him! LOLS!~!! funny guy. LOLS~!! first tym got ppl tell me thank you for watching movie with them ba i guess? HAA!~!!

BITCH! yada yada~ talk all you wan kay? call me a bitch, slut, flirt or wad ever. i dun fucking care ya? FOR I KNOW IM WWAAYY BTR THAN YOU GUYS YA? so ya, say all you wan. let's see hu is the loser in the very end ya? know wad? wad i cant stand the most is you guys kn never get out of my sight. and i fucking dun understand why. and anyway, i never deny tt im not a flirtor. bitch? ya, abit. slut? hu more slut leh? please fucking use ya brain kay?

2009-06-29T06:35:00.001-07:00

woohoo~ and btw, i saw the fireworks! LOLS!~ it was on the day when fariz and i went to the botanic garden to see green. LOLS!~ went to TPY aft tt. cos i have to buy some stuff. then i tot may be bring him go up c c. as usual, the scenory was very nice. lyk alot of gold and diamonds. ahahas~ then aft tt, went to the other side, tt face the Singapore Flyer one. and TADA~! the first works just nice start! OMG! we're so damn lucky eh? HAA!~ just nice we go to the other side and just nice it started. HAA!~

kay, today went for the WSC training. sigh~ isn't very good. even my god mother also ask me dun waster my tym with it. 1year wor. omg~ sigh~ but i duno how to tell my teacher.

aft gg to sch today, i went bck to TPY. go make my pants. then ltr go find my god parents. ahahas~ then ltr go bck tpy to tk train. I SAW MY PT! Mr Chua. ahahas~ he insist of treating my drink coffee. omg~ i keep reject but he keep pulling me there. so end up reli drink coffee. ^^

and also, my mother saw a lizard at the hse! she go tk hot water and pour on it! OMG! then the lizard died. and also, the tail curl up! LOLS!~!!!! HAA!~ then my mother use the hand and pick it up. o gosh~ so gross sial! omg~~ i ask how does it feels lyk. she say hard. LOLS!!~!!

2009-06-27T08:14:00.000-07:00

went to the Singapore Botanic Garden with fariz today. lols~ it was my first tym there. cos fariz says that the botanic garden was belonged to his great grandfather. and some story behind it. and i also saw the some advertisment bout it. so i tot i should go there? since i've never went there b4. just walking ard and see green. and for the first time, i saw swan. but in a very big lake. only got one swan. so sad. i guess actually have two de ba? fariz say it's because it is name Swan Lake but not Swans Lake. grr~ crap. LOLS!~

the gate is so GLAM hor?

the ducks!

this is a swan ok? not eagle. a gal shouted in chi: i must take this pic of this eagle! and she was ard my age.

and it was stated there Swan Lake. not EAGLE LAKE!

the swan at the Swan Lake

Ain and me!

Faiz and i. he look so lyk a little boy in the pic! omg!

P.S- faIZ ar. not faRIZ. bao, read carefully. (x

the last day of my 1.1 cp.

2009-06-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

OKAY! got to say i've really changed. change in my mind set. now i know wad i wan. I WAN TO BE A STAFF NURSE! and if possible, i'll be a sister. OR a CI. OR a lectural. i dun wan to stuck as a staff nurse forever. but of cos if i really cannot make it. ATLEAST A STAFF NURSE! cos Ms Doris Lim had told me the road le. therefore, now i atleast know wat im aiming for. duno if i will change my mindset not? but atleast now i'm heading to something. unlike during the last few months.

i must say im really very lucky. i always have good frens around me. supporting me. and good frens to share stories with. i really lyk my grp 'grp' alot. thy are fun. always luff until chough. we kn luff over small little things. and we've never get mad at each other b4! all help one another. and yes, i mention the grp GRP. (: I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN! and thy really make me look forward to this year Hari Raya. i will be fasting with them. for 5days, and they say thy'll bring me to geylang there to eat aft that day! and also i kn go to their hse! HAA!~ never try fast nor celebrate Hari Raya with my frens b4. hopefully things go acordding to plan ya? ^^

today went to star buck. omg~ got so many ppl Q-ing. the Q was so damn long. waited lyk 1hr++? cos saw bao. and it was the last fri of the month or something? tt's why got off. then bao wan us acompany her. then jasmine and i also buy lo. LOLS!~

hmm. nxt week will be one enjoyable one i guess? cos from monday to friday im going out! LOLS!~

YUN send me a card! im so touch! she say eventhough tt im straight and talk without even thinking. she dun mind! i have such good frens wor? im so touched. she's a very good fren. she's ALWAYS THERE! AALLWWAAYYSS!! whenever i need her, just a msg or a fone call, she'll get bck to you. she's always there to listen and back me up. im so glad tt i know her.

kay now. talk bout my CP posting! my result! kay. if im not wrong i've get B for medical. A for surgical and B for polyclinic. and over all, i get 73%! Ms Lim says that im the highest among the grp. i really couldn't believe. but i didn't bother to ask. cos im really very tired. but anyway, Ms Lim said that at first, she tot tt im those very arrogant kind of ppl. very attitude. and those kind of lyk you dun touch me and i wun touch you tt kind of person. but she said that i've really prove her wrong. im always humble. and very sincere, to stubborn. and willing to listen to wad my pt is saying. but she also say that im very confident. just that my facial expression mask me. T^T LOLS!~

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NXT CP POSTING WITH MY GRP 'GRP' MATES! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

-istiqah

-jasmine

-ain

-faiz

-dayat

-shah

get me out of ya mind. please.

2009-06-24T08:51:00.000-07:00

would you mind just to leave me alone? im so sick of you. SEROUSLY GO GET YA LIFE ELSE WHERE! I DUN FUCKING NEED THIS KIND OF ATTENTION FROM YOU! please grow up. thanks.

ya a crazy little creature

2009-06-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

hmm. first of all. did i really changed? knowing that someone is talking behind me and im not even doing anything. haa~ it's so not me. but im reli not gan-ing that bloody little creature. hmm~ is either that i really pity her. or, i've really changed. lols~ i shall let her say wadever she want to say. you think im a flirt? ya wadever kay? i wun stop wad ya thinking. go ahead sweetie.

second ar, HAIYO~! i really duno how to tahan sial! OMG! i WON'T say wad im tahan-ing. cos if i say, ppl will think that im crazy or wad so ever ya? BUT HOR! the feeling i duno how to throw. i really want it leh. but i guess i can never have a feel of it? lols~ FEEL! i cant use money to buy that ba? i have two choice. ONE- find some'THING' else to replace it. TWO-keep TAHAN! TAHAN until that very day? which would be very difficult. but neither can i choose ONE leh? very bad leh lidat. so bo bian, have to choose TWO. which is TAHAN! tahan until i feel nothing le? lols~ tahan ar~ tahan~ tahan until duno when. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! AH HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! T^T

FOUR MORE DAYS! to one week hols. zzzz. one week is reli not enuff leh. but wadever. btr than no hols hor? bo bian lo. zzz.

FAIZ! you everytime come but no tag! how could you?! emo!! EMO SEATING! EMO READING! EMO SMILLING! HEEHEE! LOLS~!

MY WEEKENDS!

2009-06-21T06:35:00.000-07:00

hmm, still kn rmb last tym i use to blog everyday. but now, too busy cum lazy to blog liao. want to chiong watch finish the boys over flower. and i've finally finish it. PHEW~! and i must say, the ji hoon? HE IS GOD DAMN HANDSOME! omg~! LOLS~! i wonder how does he look lyk in real life? i bet alot of gals will faint. AH HAA! LOLS~!
and if ya wondering, why only now then i finish watching the show, damn you. im really bz ok? ain't lyk you. so free. HAA! BLEAHX!

anyway, i must say i had a great weekend. i serously did. sat- i went out with fariz. we went to haw par villa, then to vivo, then to little india. the top 3pic is wad we had for dinner, obvously ok? LOLS~! and again, it was reli cool. RELI! had a great day. ahahas~ tym always pass very fast when ya tgt with someone you lyk i guess? (:

it's so long hor? LOLS~!

sun-went to meet raven. we went to the marina barrage, i learn alot with him. ahahas~ there got 9gates and 7pumps? or wadever you call it, cant rmb wad it's called. but atleast i rmb is 7 ok? AH HAA! LOLS~! and alot more la. lols~ the nxt tym if im going there, i will lyk to fly kite at there! MUST AR! but confrim not going at bout 3 plus or before 3pm. so hot.LOLS~! aft that, went bck to CWP to eat burger king. sial la! a little boy got his finger stuck at the side of the door. omg~ it must be super pain leh. sigh~ hopefully he is alright now? hmm.

this pic nice hor?(above) i take one hor! HAA~!

raven(above)

FAIZ! HE IS SO LYK FARIZ! even the name is lyk the same right? both emo. LOLS~!

sorry-fariz and faiz(:

iLOVEyou(:

stay away! i was horrified.

2009-06-19T08:20:00.001-07:00

SO FAR SO GOOD, SO THEREFORE-STAY AWAY!

everything is going quite well, and im actually enjoying it now? hmm. attachment is so fun. i must say that my grp mates a really fun to be with. and i really lyk my pt. thy very funny and good also. on pt- BERAK! KENGCHING! AH HAA! LOLS~!! so funny! only my grp mates will know wad im saying i guess? LOLS~! AH HAA~!!

hmm, now im thinking if i should join the WSC? World Skill Competition. it's a competition that we show off our talent. and the talent that we're showing off is our nursing skill. NP and NYP is also joining. i duno if i should join? because teacher say that it is a ONE YEAR TRAINING! can i reli do it eh? omg~ i reli duno. thy choose 20 ppl out of the whole cohort. eventhough i feel quite honour, but still, ONE YEAR LEH! omg~

something went terribly wrong in between.

2009-06-16T05:36:00.001-07:00

it felt so weird. duno if there would be an ending to it anot. i duno if it was wad i wanted to be? all i do was running and running away from it. eventhough deep down i wanted to settle down badly. but still i couldn't accept some of the facts. i duno how long kn i run. but i reli duno if i kn still be so guai just seat and wait? someday i'll get bored too.

anyway, got bck my log book and my result. i get A for my surgical posting. amazing. right? but bcos i get B and B for my medical posting and my polyclinic posting. i get B. T^T but still there might be changes on the medical posting result. i have left with 8 more days to c if i kn change the result for medical posting result not. teacher say that 1.1 getting an A is very difficult. i know i won't get A. but atleast a very high B is good enuff?

ytd got this guy came to me whn i was waiting for my bus.

him: you speak chi?
me: ya why?

him: kn i become a gal?
me: ya you kn.

him: then kn i touch ya butt?
me: no cannot, you sicko.
(bus arrive, and i went up the bus.)
sick right? crazy person. ya, touch mine. and be sure that i'll take ya prostate out and cut of ya scotum.

2009-06-14T08:57:00.000-07:00

today went out with my cousin. she's a staff nurse wor? so good hor? at the age of 20. she's a staff nurse le. i think i only kn be a staff nurse when im lyk 21 or something lidat? provided that everything goes on smoothly and my GPA is good. continue above 3 or GPA 3 kn le. hopefully ba? i wan to be a staff nurse. i dowan to stay as a enrolled nurse. NEVER EVER! i wan come out, straight be staff nurse.

went to watch Ghost Of Girlfriend Past with her. she forget to turn off her MP3. then both of us tot is infron row de ppl on song. i tot how come got such ppl on songs well thy are watching movie de? then half of the movie ltr, i hear clearly, is actually from her! haa. she forget to turn off her MP3 that's y. hahas. so funny. she wasted her batt. but was really fun gg out with her. i first tym meet my cousin to go out.

aft that, i went to bishan with fariz to watch the Drag Me To Hell. omg~ it was scary, gross, sick. and more to say~ i dun understand why is't PG? lols~ aft that go walk walk and blablabla heeheeheehee~~

tml bringing nic to watch the Alien VS Monster after my shift. tml morning shift, so have to chiong abit, if not will miss the show. nxt show is at bout 7plus la. omg lo~ cannot miss it, miss it, tt's it. im really going to pok soon liao. lols~ the pay must faster come. LOLS~!!

2009-06-13T04:41:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair! omg~ really not nice.

i went to TPY to cut. De Bell. something lidat de? omg lo. i have to tk weeks to grow bck le. hopefully kn faster grow. T^T cos reli not nice.

tml meeting my cousin! ahahas! and monday aft my shift, im bringing nic out to watch the Monster vs Alien! reli cant wait wor!

the world is so small!

2009-06-12T03:32:00.000-07:00

today is my last day is ward 11D. sadded. the nurses there are friendly. most of them? ahahas~

and! I'VE COMPLETED MY LOG BOOK TODAY! CCOOMMPPLLEETTEEDD! WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO~~~~!! im so happy!

anyway, today i got one pt, his wife is working at Mr Bean, of TPY one. and tt mean she is alex cho mother fren! and thy know each other. and the best of all, SHE IS MY MOTHER FREN TOO! she last tym also got work with my mother b4. at that tym im still very small. OMG! the world is so small hor?! and the best is, she know im alex gf b4. OMG! and she said to me, you so pretty and good, surely kn find someone btr than him one. is his waste, not mine. OMG! MUCH APPRECIATED! THANKS ALOT!

well, i must say, i've reli enjoyed my posting at ward 11D. and learn alot too. i've clean my very first stoma bag today. lame? ya. but was very challenging due to some reasons. and i know im always happy when im doing something for my pt. i have made alot of new fren there. eventhough most likely we won't be seeing each other anymore. but i was really happy! (:

2009-06-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

mmhmm. monday so fast come again le. but i did enjoyed my week. ^^

fri went for the AHS team building. was reli fun? my grp won for the duno wad thing one? go ard then do task those kind? forget wad it is call le la. ahahas. my grp put the bunny ear thingy, tt's y one of my foto got the bunny ear at there la? hahas~ aft tt, went to fariz gpa hse to help him shave his gpa with him? far le eh? he take care of my gpa tt tym, and i help to shave his gpa this tym ahahas~ FAIR!

sat went to little india with fariz. my first tym there leh! i ate the duno wad thing. was very big actually, but inside all is air. quite nice la~ also very intresting also. ahahas. i cant reli use hand to eat. somemore im a left handed. left hand is use to wash the butt de lo. =.= so unfair! grr! anyway. we went to mustafa. and seriously there got reli alot of things? i wan the buy the vesace de perfume! 89$? duno whn then will i save up the money to buy eh? i dowan use my card. i wan use my own savings. but surely will take very long eh? ahahas!

today! i went out with jasmine. to the grand cathay! sia la! we went to watch Blood!! HELL YOU! IT IS M18 okay?! lols~!! but jasmine is already 19 le. so she have no problem to go in. but is me. lols. but we still manage to watch. hahaas!
guess i reli look mature? ahahas! and we went to buy pizza at NYP! was reli cool. due to the timing, i eat the pizza and the drumstick in the theatre! reli was my first tym doing such things. dun say bout pop corns or drinks la hor?

and so, ya! i enjoyed my week! and hopefully this coming week will be as great as this week too? ahahas~! reli hope so. this would be my last week at ward 11D le. aft this week, i will be gg bck to 5c? hmm~ i think i prefer 11D. cos there less bz. LOLS~!! =x

pictures taken. enjoy^^

2009-06-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

2009-06-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

i duno if i should post this into my blog anot? but im reli not very happy with the status quo right now.

my CP teacher wan to change me again. she wan me to act lyk a pro. which i think it's quite difficult for me. and i reli dun think tt i will be happy. but for my marks. i have to. i dowan to get bad grades. every decision you make, there is always a good and bad. i just have to sacrifice.

another thing. teacher ask me to sign bond. and if i dun, i kn go bck to sch and sign the form and choose other course. this is not the first tym she tell me this. and i reli duno if i should sign anot. for i dowan to regret. im worried tt whn i graduate and i have no intrest or wad so ever, i cannot break the bond. i have to carry on. and somemore i wan to go poly. if i go, i total have to work for them for 4yrs and wad if i reli dun lyk? my 4yrs would be lyk hell. i dun dare to make such a big decision. and i duno y teacher wan ask me. she said tt in my grp, not much ppl get GPA of 3. just bout 2 or 3. and yet i dowan to sign the bond. i reli duno wad to do? should i just get numb and do wad it's being told to me? it wouldn't be lyk me if i act tt way. i wouldn't be wad God wanted me to be anymore. have i even choose the right course in the first place for i couldn't even handle my own stress? is't me the only one being so useless? or is't me only hu is gg thru such shit?

anyway. i have 5 more signature to complete my log book. just hope i kn reli finish it ba. for since i have already gone so far for it.

I DID IT FOR LOVE

2009-06-01T05:34:00.000-07:00

sigh~ alot of things to do? have to do the microbiology. whr to find?! then have to find the CA prostate for the presentation tml. have to find out wad is sepsis. and also have to write 2 days de journal. T^T

i still have to get 8 more signature then im done with my log book le (including the initial and the completant one). hopefully i kn reli finish it?

bought a web cam? LOLS~! cos some ppl keep tem me to buy. so in the end, i reli bought it. OMG?! LOLS~! hopefully i wun regret la? cos i haven't tried using it. went to buy with fariz, since he is at woodland polyclinic. LOLS~!! AND HE TOUCH PORK! with the packing of cos? LOLS~! i showed him the hearts and the lungs. he say he will big out my heart and bid at there. WTF? disgusting.

saw stephani sun ytd. (duno how to spell her name la) saw her at CWP. alot ppl lo. make until i fucking tu lan. ROLL EYE* FLIP HAIR*

WAD A DISAPPOINTMENT!

2009-05-30T10:40:00.000-07:00

today went to watch movie with fariz, then we to check out the circle line. and at then only i know it only have 5 station! i tot it kn link to hte green line. but sadly, it didn't. if kn link to there, i nxt tym wan go ecp or downtown and even sch, also faster leh. but never. T_T

anyway, went to temp1. then go home lo. reach home at bout 11? mama never scold, so tt means her mood good. LOLS~! but sadly, my dinner is still fish and vege etc.etc. everytime surely got fish one. wth? EVERYTIME LEH! then the worst is, i wan MILK! not SOYA BEAN! i dun lyk soya bean. yet mama go buy wrongly, somemore is 2packet of 1L. T-T

WEEKENDS IS HERE! LETS CELEBRATE! (:

2009-05-29T09:18:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO~! finally my weekends is here! *CLAPS CLAPS!*

as you can see, my blog got new things eh? JOIN! JOIN! LOLS~!

talk bout attachment now. hmm~ so far so good? getting more signature le.
completed 21 skills le? tt mean i got 8 more to go? SUPER CONTENTED! my aim is to complete all? duno kn not eh? still got 2 more weeks. must get it done ar. lols.

today Ms Doris Lim say that qingfeng always smile one. she always see me smile. only that tym cry 2 tym. T.T ya. for tt two tym nia. and cos of tt, i got my marks deducted. WTF? LOLS~!!

kays. as my previous post got say, my grandfather was addmitted to ttsh. BUT! now transfer le. transfer to ren ci. and the thing tt got me real mad is

1- NOBODY INFORM ANY OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS! NOT EVEN MY GRANDMOTHER KNOW BOUT IT! FUCKING HELL?!

2- BRAINLESS PPL EVENTUALLY PLACE MY GRANDFATHER IN A ROOM! A ROOM THAT HAS TOILET?! (incase if ya wondering, isn't tt good? LET ME TELL YOU! IT ISN'T!- my grandfather was admited cos of sepsis and UTI. he has lower limb weakness. so he cant walk by him self. he will need aids. SO HOW ON EARTH KN HE GO TOILET HIM SELF?! and also, there got cubicles ma. can put him there right not? atleast in cubicle, at one glance u kn see him, even if ya walking pass. IN THE ROOM HOW KN?! have to open tt fucking door then kn c him?! MY GRANDPA HOW OLD?! somemore in the room only got him and one indian man. a young one! then the curtain only got ONE PATHETIC ONE! WTF?! HELL YOU MAN! then if my grandpa wan change pampers? the smell goes around? poor man. have to smell my grandfather stools. isn't tt bad for him too?

the sister told me that is will be just temp. BUT! even the guy in the room and one of the HA(health attendent) say, we see how long is the temp. and until now, my grandfather is still in the GOD DAMN ROOM! and did i mention tt the room is the last room?! and in the morning, it's facing the sun. so it's reli very hot. my poor grandfather. will have to sauna at there. planning excellent eh?

reli hope tt thy kn faster make the adjustment.

2009-05-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

today i went to transfer one of my pt to ward 12d? so since i have to wait, i decided to go walk ard the ward. and to my horror. i saw my grandpa. he got sepsis and UTI. also lower limb weakness. (MY GRANDFATHER AR!) so i think i have all the right to say hor.

whn i c him, i was fucking shock. sia la.
nobody tell me bout this sial. sigh~ heng i got go c him la! anyway. i cried at there. my gpa and i ain't tt close. due to some reasons. and blablabla. i know it's difficult for him to walk again. but i hope tt he will be happy? so whn ever i have the tym, i'll go up and find him. since he is just on top one. ^.^

hmm, im much more happy is the ward now? more confidence? pt all okok. kn talk and have some jokes? blablabla. in all. STILL SURVIVING. AND GOING BTR! (:
**smile for me**

2009-05-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

super angry now. and so i decided to post first b4 i go bathe! KNN! one idiot came to my tagged and leave me a msg asking me bout my eye bag. he said: ya eye bag keep a million gold? or something lidat one. KNN! and i replied. asking him any problem? NB. CCB. im kinda lyk born with it cannot meh? and im not the only one hu is lidat right? his face also not nice lo. somemore not handsome at all. for fuck wan KP at me? i DARE to say my eye is nicer than his one la. eye so small. heng he wear specs. if not cant even see his LJ eye also. KNS~! go fucking HONG GAN LA! i got eye bag so wad sial? his business? CCB. not happy, complain to god. cos he was the one hu shape and mould me. any problem with him? somemore he also fat. wonder how much of fats he store in his body too la? siao one. he also not perfect at all. with the face so fat and the body so fat. somemore eye so small. im so WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY btr than him for sure la. KNN. siao lang.

anyway, feel lyk changing my blog link to cheryl'svendingsite.blogspot.com? LOLS~! cos i everytime vend my anger at here. ahahahas~ but talk only ar? never action one. lazy also. ahahas~ BLEAH~

kays. b4 tt, i know tt faiz or may b even shah will come my blog today? SO! FAIZ! TAG ME AR! LOLS~!!

finally fri liao. super happy siol! but mon come soon also. so is lyk enjoy first. suffer later? lols~

postscript:: the person hu talk bout my eye bag reply we saying: nopes. hahas. attractive =D was just kidding . dun take it to heart.>.< WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?! wun gona reply him anyway. he got me so angry and now say kidding? lidat he happy? *ROLL EYE *TILT HEAD

2009-05-21T08:21:00.001-07:00

ytd night went to kor hse to sleep. cos today have to bring nicole to go c him. was fun? but bringing nicole out with my uniform and her things wasn't lols~

hmm, one of my pt discharge today. so her wife and his son and daughter came and bring him home. the mother ask me if i have bf. =.= she wan intro the son to me. wth? the sis say cannot, cos of the surname same. but the mum keep saying nehmind. WTH?! lols la~ she even gave me her name card. seh wan me to contact her. x.x

oo ya. i drop my fone today! one the train. never blame azza. but blame my self. sigh~ now my fone kn lyk shake shake one. TT_TT haven't even buy to one month drop liao. somemore this fone is v lan one. will hang and auto restart those kind of shit. TT-TT wa piang eh. my heart. TT-TT