YEY! tml will be the last day of my CP for this week and i'll have my 3weeks of hols! pathetic. x.x never did hols excites me so much. only this time. x.x but that also means. it's nearer to 3months of attachment. argh~ enjoy now, suffer ltr. hahas.

got 4sig already. actually should be 5 by today le. but because the pt didn't wan to eat, and there's not much pt for me to fed too. so bo bian. tml. therefore im planning to do NGT feeding and feeding to pt tml. hahas. already booked Ms Govri already. Ms Govri said she will not come after us for our sig. she wan us to find her. but duno why, every time is she come to us and ask us to do. i duno bout the others. but she always come to me as long as im working in the morning shift.

aft the shift for today, went bck to sch to sent my CIP hr thingy. zzz. super leceh. wtfh~ make me go all the way bck to simei. wtf. but on the other hand, also good. went to bazaar with aiai. like very long never see him le. at first see him like weird weird. felt like so long never see him, suddenly see him like not very familiar or something lidat? duno how to say la. lols.

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anyway. felt kinda weird? or rather sad? cos i realised that aiai and i didn't had the chance to celebrate our anniversary tgt before? to me, not every month need to celebrate. unlike some of the girls, they always wan to celebrate their EVEY anniversary tgt. if not thy get reli upset. im not like this. BUT! to me i think 1st month, half a yr. and 1 yr, 2yr and so on. is impt. aiai and i going 3months le. all 3months never get to celebrate. sigh~ in fact should be all 5 months, i shall elaborate;

1st month- in sch. (but at least aiai said happy one month to me on the dot at 12am? and tt means he remembered, which i thought he wouldn't. i was quite contented that he actually remembered.)

2nd month- in sch again. ( both of us forgotten about it. LOLS. but aft he put down the phone and setting off to sch, he saw the calender or something? and that remind him. so he called me again and say happy 2months. and that brightens my day. hahas (: )

3rd month-which is this Sunday- sigh~ thought finally can celebrate with aiai le. but he has to go to Malaysia again to see his mother on sat, will only be coming bck on Monday. and it kinda make me upset. ): second time he is going already. 0.o? should i be sad ar?

my id- dowan him to go. accompany me go bazaar with jas to buy kerbaya.
my ego- he must go, he has to see his mother.
my super ego- if he dun go and see his mother, i'll be very guilty that he cant see his mother.

so the solution is- let him go. lols~

4th month- CP. (working day) x.x

5th month- CP. (working day) x.x

HALF a yr- HENG AR! HOLS! but if still cannot meet. I'll be fucking upset seriously. i haven't get to celebrate our anniversary yet. therefore I'm counting on it.
(but duno if can go so far also not? cos it's like you wouldn't know wad will happen tml too.)

YEY! tml will be the last day of my CP for this week and i'll have my 3weeks of hols! pathetic. x.x never did hols excites me so much. only this time. x.x but that also means. it's nearer to 3months of attachment. argh~ enjoy now, suffer ltr. hahas.

got 4sig already. actually should be 5 by today le. but because the pt didn't wan to eat, and there's not much pt for me to fed too. so bo bian. tml. therefore im planning to do NGT feeding and feeding to pt tml. hahas. already booked Ms Govri already. Ms Govri said she will not come after us for our sig. she wan us to find her. but duno why, every time is she come to us and ask us to do. i duno bout the others. but she always come to me as long as im working in the morning shift.

aft the shift for today, went bck to sch to sent my CIP hr thingy. zzz. super leceh. wtfh~ make me go all the way bck to simei. wtf. but on the other hand, also good. went to bazaar with aiai. like very long never see him le. at first see him like weird weird. felt like so long never see him, suddenly see him like not very familiar or something lidat? duno how to say la. lols.

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anyway. felt kinda weird? or rather sad? cos i realised that aiai and i didn't had the chance to celebrate our anniversary tgt before? to me, not every month need to celebrate. unlike some of the girls, they always wan to celebrate their EVEY anniversary tgt. if not thy get reli upset. im not like this. BUT! to me i think 1st month, half a yr. and 1 yr, 2yr and so on. is impt. aiai and i going 3months le. all 3months never get to celebrate. sigh~ in fact should be all 5 months, i shall elaborate;

1st month- in sch. (but at least aiai said happy one month to me on the dot at 12am? and tt means he remembered, which i thought he wouldn't. i was quite contented that he actually remembered.)

2nd month- in sch again. ( both of us forgotten about it. LOLS. but aft he put down the phone and setting off to sch, he saw the calender or something? and that remind him. so he called me again and say happy 2months. and that brightens my day. hahas (: )

3rd month-which is this Sunday- sigh~ thought finally can celebrate with aiai le. but he has to go to Malaysia again to see his mother on sat, will only be coming bck on Monday. and it kinda make me upset. ): second time he is going already. 0.o? should i be sad ar?

my id- dowan him to go. accompany me go bazaar with jas to buy kerbaya.
my ego- he must go, he has to see his mother.
my super ego- if he dun go and see his mother, i'll be very guilty that he cant see his mother.

so the solution is- let him go. lols~

4th month- CP. (working day) x.x

5th month- CP. (working day) x.x

HALF a yr- HENG AR! HOLS! but if still cannot meet. I'll be fucking upset seriously. i haven't get to celebrate our anniversary yet. therefore I'm counting on it.
(but duno if can go so far also not? cos it's like you wouldn't know wad will happen tml too.)